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yesterday is the 1st time i learn driving
finally the surfine give us our L license
we have wait it for so long ==
me start learning 1st
because still dont have time for wingji
fully booked..sorry huh wingji
we went to a place that very few ppl + car
1st the lecturer gave me some briefing
then changed place with him
learn adjusting the seat..mirrors..signals all that
sudd i feel myself damn noob ==
because i dont ever notice how they drive
im just sleeping in the car all the time xD
then start playing gears,clutch all that
after that start driving
whoo hoo damn fun
but damn nervous also xD
feel like playing PS car racing games kekekeke
well me always forgot have to step clutch only can change gear
why huh?O.o
erm erm after keep round and round and round
the lecturer ask me to drive back
omg how dare ==
so many cars outside laaaaaaaa
but he said dont need to scare la
he will turn the steering for me if i cant control
i even ask him izzit CONFIRM want to let me drive back
haha then he say yes >.<
ok la seems he is already ready to put his life on my hands
me try lo xD
luckily reach there safe =)
whoo hoo
but i really feel im noob in driving..why~~~~T__________T
want enter what lane also dunno..
almost forgot where my home's direction..haha
well this is a good experience
looking forward for next saturday
have to continue =)

finally i have the mood to update my blog..
quite lazy and tired recently..
many ppl said my face so "chan"..pale ==
sobsob am i looks older?

wrote two post today..
erm lets talk bout the education part..
i got 9As 2 Bs for my spm..
but im quite happy..and shocked for my result..
coz u cant ever imagine that how lazy am i during my spm exam!!!!
im totally lazy bum..reach the day before exam only feel want to pick up the books ==

i fall sick and stomach ache when taking chemistry papers..
i bear so hard for 3 papers..
when reach paper 3..i already cant stand for it..
cried out cause too suffer..my head were so heavy and im cold...=(
finally finish my exam..
so hard to walk..almost faint..
suprisingly i got A2 for chemistry..whoo..
thanks god..i even cried for chemistry after the exam cause too worry about it..

well..my mum is happy xD
but she keep saying me that if i revise earlier i can achieve the better result
mom,i knew that..but im really lazy..
must until the day before exam only i force myself to study..sorry..>.<

i got B for moral and physics..
my previous moral teacher keep asking me why i got B for moral..
puan suzana,i really dont know =(
maybe im sleepy that time..
cause we took addmaths and moral at the same day weh!
from 8 in the morning until 5 something in the evening..
sure i will feel sleepy == im the person that need so much of sleeping time xD
all my friends knew that =p
i try so hard not to fall asleep during moral exam la..xD
physics..erm i really shocked for physics that i got B..
cause i really hate physics and didnt study at all for it..
i even made a decision that dont attend for physics..
but luckily that in the end i attend for it!!
at least i got B!!xD usually i got C la D la..haha..

now i was confusing what course should i take..
the best choice is accounting..
my account teacher also suggested accounting..
but i really afraid that the course is so bored..
im not that kind of person who can sit in office face the pc and work work work
haihhhhhhhhhhhh ==
and the ACCA papers are totally difficult!!.....
somemore its complicated to apply scholarship..
have to interview all that..
my results also not good as others ==
its lack of time for me to waste..
aiks..
who can help me~~

why cant you talk in a polite way?
am i blaming you or scolding you?
am i wrong to get a reason from you?
am i suppose to accept what you have said and did?
am i that childish as what you said?
did i rude to you?
did i make u cant stand for it anymore?
did i did anything wrong?
please..i always write in a polite way..different from you..
are you that old?
are you that mature?
you think you are right for all stuff?
dont talk about MATURE with me before you experience what have i experienced
you didnt treat friends sincerely but you cant deny others not..
so you cant feel what we feel..
i thought you are the rational one..im wrong
using a word too often will cause irritating..
dont judge others before looking at yourself..
i didnt expect the ending will be like this..
i thought we can bury the hatchet..
everything can start by the beginning
but now i know..
i really expected too much
im an idiot..i think..