yesterday is the 1st time i learn driving
finally the surfine give us our L license
we have wait it for so long ==
me start learning 1st
because still dont have time for wingji
fully booked..sorry huh wingji
we went to a place that very few ppl + car
1st the lecturer gave me some briefing
then changed place with him
learn adjusting the seat..mirrors..signals all that
sudd i feel myself damn noob ==
because i dont ever notice how they drive
im just sleeping in the car all the time xD
then start playing gears,clutch all that
after that start driving
whoo hoo damn fun
but damn nervous also xD
feel like playing PS car racing games kekekeke
well me always forgot have to step clutch only can change gear
why huh?O.o
erm erm after keep round and round and round
the lecturer ask me to drive back
omg how dare ==
so many cars outside laaaaaaaa
but he said dont need to scare la
he will turn the steering for me if i cant control
i even ask him izzit CONFIRM want to let me drive back
haha then he say yes >.<
ok la seems he is already ready to put his life on my hands
me try lo xD
luckily reach there safe =)
whoo hoo
but i really feel im noob in driving..why~~~~T__________T
want enter what lane also dunno..
almost forgot where my home's direction..haha
well this is a good experience
looking forward for next saturday
have to continue =)
first time of learning drive =)
confuse confuse confuseeeeee
finally i have the mood to update my blog..
quite lazy and tired recently..
many ppl said my face so "chan"..pale ==
sobsob am i looks older?
wrote two post today..
erm lets talk bout the education part..
i got 9As 2 Bs for my spm..
but im quite happy..and shocked for my result..
coz u cant ever imagine that how lazy am i during my spm exam!!!!
im totally lazy bum..reach the day before exam only feel want to pick up the books ==
i fall sick and stomach ache when taking chemistry papers..
i bear so hard for 3 papers..
when reach paper 3..i already cant stand for it..
cried out cause too suffer..my head were so heavy and im cold...=(
finally finish my exam..
so hard to walk..almost faint..
suprisingly i got A2 for chemistry..whoo..
thanks god..i even cried for chemistry after the exam cause too worry about it..
well..my mum is happy xD
but she keep saying me that if i revise earlier i can achieve the better result
mom,i knew that..but im really lazy..
must until the day before exam only i force myself to study..sorry..>.<
i got B for moral and physics..
my previous moral teacher keep asking me why i got B for moral..
puan suzana,i really dont know =(
maybe im sleepy that time..
cause we took addmaths and moral at the same day weh!
from 8 in the morning until 5 something in the evening..
sure i will feel sleepy == im the person that need so much of sleeping time xD
all my friends knew that =p
i try so hard not to fall asleep during moral exam la..xD
physics..erm i really shocked for physics that i got B..
cause i really hate physics and didnt study at all for it..
i even made a decision that dont attend for physics..
but luckily that in the end i attend for it!!
at least i got B!!xD usually i got C la D la..haha..
now i was confusing what course should i take..
the best choice is accounting..
my account teacher also suggested accounting..
but i really afraid that the course is so bored..
im not that kind of person who can sit in office face the pc and work work work
haihhhhhhhhhhhh ==
and the ACCA papers are totally difficult!!.....
somemore its complicated to apply scholarship..
have to interview all that..
my results also not good as others ==
its lack of time for me to waste..
aiks..
who can help me~~
18/3 complicated day
today mood quite down..
its hard to make myself happy and laugh from bottom of heart..
but then..just try my best not to let myself too down..
cant change anything..
maybe im just like a grass for them..not important at all..=(
i know that i will feel sad because in my bootom of heart..
i hope we are still friends..but they wont know..
we are unable to control anyone's mind and understand what are they thinking..
i will feel sad because i really treat them as friends..
well..顺其自然..
today im moody because i knew something..haih..
anyways..i believe at least im important to someone ^^
everything will gone by the natural passing of time..
who know wat will happen for the next second..
what can i do for now is..appreciate every second when im alive...
maybe next second i will say bye bye to this world..who knows?..
so i'll try my best to appreciate anything that i own now..
i have recieve a message last few days..
it like this >>>
IF WE WAIT FOR HAPPY MOMENTS,
WE WILL WAIT FOREVER.
IF WE BELIEVING THAT WE ARE HAPPY,
WE WILL BE HAPPY FOREVER!
simple sentences..but the meaning inside is so deep..
i dont know this message from who..
but thanks..it really helps me so much..
on the other hand..
siang siang will be leaving u mobile on 25th of march
so fast..only left few days for us to meet..
i'll miss u then =(
you wont forget us right?
our working life will be bored without you..
so now you know how important are you
cause u're too funny and cute xD
nyways good luck in your study..
and dont afraid of confessing to the girl you like..
dont afraid of getting reject!!boy ma scare what?xD
cheer up =) to everyone and also myself
its hard to make myself happy and laugh from bottom of heart..
but then..just try my best not to let myself too down..
cant change anything..
maybe im just like a grass for them..not important at all..=(
i know that i will feel sad because in my bootom of heart..
i hope we are still friends..but they wont know..
we are unable to control anyone's mind and understand what are they thinking..
i will feel sad because i really treat them as friends..
well..顺其自然..
today im moody because i knew something..haih..
anyways..i believe at least im important to someone ^^
everything will gone by the natural passing of time..
who know wat will happen for the next second..
what can i do for now is..appreciate every second when im alive...
maybe next second i will say bye bye to this world..who knows?..
so i'll try my best to appreciate anything that i own now..
i have recieve a message last few days..
it like this >>>
IF WE WAIT FOR HAPPY MOMENTS,
WE WILL WAIT FOREVER.
IF WE BELIEVING THAT WE ARE HAPPY,
WE WILL BE HAPPY FOREVER!
simple sentences..but the meaning inside is so deep..
i dont know this message from who..
but thanks..it really helps me so much..
on the other hand..
siang siang will be leaving u mobile on 25th of march
so fast..only left few days for us to meet..
i'll miss u then =(
you wont forget us right?
our working life will be bored without you..
so now you know how important are you
cause u're too funny and cute xD
nyways good luck in your study..
and dont afraid of confessing to the girl you like..
dont afraid of getting reject!!boy ma scare what?xD
cheer up =) to everyone and also myself
LINGZ
why cant you talk in a polite way?
am i blaming you or scolding you?
am i wrong to get a reason from you?
am i suppose to accept what you have said and did?
am i that childish as what you said?
did i rude to you?
did i make u cant stand for it anymore?
did i did anything wrong?
please..i always write in a polite way..different from you..
are you that old?
are you that mature?
you think you are right for all stuff?
dont talk about MATURE with me before you experience what have i experienced
you didnt treat friends sincerely but you cant deny others not..
so you cant feel what we feel..
i thought you are the rational one..im wrong
using a word too often will cause irritating..
dont judge others before looking at yourself..
i didnt expect the ending will be like this..
i thought we can bury the hatchet..
everything can start by the beginning
but now i know..
i really expected too much
im an idiot..i think..
moodless....
today..my mood suddenly turns to grey after my friend phone me..
im shocked to know about that..
the only thing i can think is..
wonder why..they can did this kind of thing..
they thought we wont know..?
3 years,2 years,1years..what for?..
i remember siang siang said before..know a friend for a longer time meant to him..
but today i have prove what have i said..
"know for a long time DOES NOT mean anything..!!.."
spoilt my mood suddenly today..
my mind have disrupted after i knew that..
i dont know how should i control my feeling..
its hurt..
i dont know how to smile naturally..
but i wont put the blame on others..
sorry so much if i have show my anger in front all of you today..
im not angry for not letting me play pool..haha..
just feel down when think of them..
i have no this feeling for a long time..
i thought everything have change..
us..me..
but at the end..is me have expect too much from you..
you make me dont believe in anyone anymore..
i have totally dissapointed and irritated for what you have did..
thanks for what you have did..because you make me awake!!
gone..everything gone..
hatred increasing..
END...
im shocked to know about that..
the only thing i can think is..
wonder why..they can did this kind of thing..
they thought we wont know..?
3 years,2 years,1years..what for?..
i remember siang siang said before..know a friend for a longer time meant to him..
but today i have prove what have i said..
"know for a long time DOES NOT mean anything..!!.."
spoilt my mood suddenly today..
my mind have disrupted after i knew that..
i dont know how should i control my feeling..
its hurt..
i dont know how to smile naturally..
but i wont put the blame on others..
sorry so much if i have show my anger in front all of you today..
im not angry for not letting me play pool..haha..
just feel down when think of them..
i have no this feeling for a long time..
i thought everything have change..
us..me..
but at the end..is me have expect too much from you..
you make me dont believe in anyone anymore..
i have totally dissapointed and irritated for what you have did..
thanks for what you have did..because you make me awake!!
gone..everything gone..
hatred increasing..
END...
taking undang test...22/2
today me and wingji have taken undang test..
yesterday i so hardworking weh..
watching tv programme also holding the book..haha..
quite scare la cause if failed quite ashame..cuase all of them say so easy..==
today i get up in the early morning~ready for test..
we reach there bout 9 something..i got the number of 069 and wingji got 070..
that time already 012..but until 1 somthing only our turn..omg..
dunno whats the 2 malay workers there doing?!they do everything slowly..
and no manners at all..
tat malay girl worker call a name for 2 or 3 times..that person din answer her..
when the examinate go to infront..she keep scolding that examinate..
the examinate already explain that she only heard once..
but the workers still keep scolding..what the..her voice really irritating weh..
ppl paid them still have to get scold from her?she thoguht here is school?==
i heard many times she scolded ppl..really cant bear his high vocal voice..
and work with her black face..ishhhh..
then when we have to take picture..
so shame la..have to take in front of so many ppl..XD
sit there also dunno shud smile anot..
summore she will chik chak without inform u..==
hope tat wont to ugly la the pic..
finally me and wingji turn..
we have already waited for ard 4hours..
very nervous when do the color blind part and look at the car number..
coz wrong once can straightly go out ..==
my heartbeat dump so fast when doing that part..
then after success..start doing the undang part..
i realised some of the questions did not have in books..
nyways just answer as much as i can..
after i finished..i thought wingji already went out..
the uncle who fetch us rushing to teach driving..so we does not use much time to answer..
after i went out..i cant find wingji..
i keep searching for her..finally i saw shes still answering inside..haha..
then the workers print out the result for me..
i got 45/50 by using 16 minutes..
i thought i can get 50/50?XD..abit disssapotined..haha..
but im very happy to passed for my undang test..=)
i found that i get all correct for section A & C ..but get 5 wrong for section B..=(
after wingji came out and got her results..
uncle fetch us back luu..
he told us that last year have a examinate get 50/50 by using only 5 minutes!!!!
wonder how tat ppl can did it?O.o
but he said this world have many type of ppl..
got a student..got 41 at the first time..then try again and again..
the last tiem she try..she got only 32...dunno why..
so she have no more confidence to take the test anymore..
well..we are going to hear amali for 6 hours on the next next saturday..
coz wingji not free nex week lor..
went out with some ppl lo~~~XD
wish she good luck la..=)
tomorrow going to work again luu..
looking forward but lazy..haha..
hope 2ml will be a nice day too..^^
yesterday i so hardworking weh..
watching tv programme also holding the book..haha..
quite scare la cause if failed quite ashame..cuase all of them say so easy..==
today i get up in the early morning~ready for test..
we reach there bout 9 something..i got the number of 069 and wingji got 070..
that time already 012..but until 1 somthing only our turn..omg..
dunno whats the 2 malay workers there doing?!they do everything slowly..
and no manners at all..
tat malay girl worker call a name for 2 or 3 times..that person din answer her..
when the examinate go to infront..she keep scolding that examinate..
the examinate already explain that she only heard once..
but the workers still keep scolding..what the..her voice really irritating weh..
ppl paid them still have to get scold from her?she thoguht here is school?==
i heard many times she scolded ppl..really cant bear his high vocal voice..
and work with her black face..ishhhh..
then when we have to take picture..
so shame la..have to take in front of so many ppl..XD
sit there also dunno shud smile anot..
summore she will chik chak without inform u..==
hope tat wont to ugly la the pic..
finally me and wingji turn..
we have already waited for ard 4hours..
very nervous when do the color blind part and look at the car number..
coz wrong once can straightly go out ..==
my heartbeat dump so fast when doing that part..
then after success..start doing the undang part..
i realised some of the questions did not have in books..
nyways just answer as much as i can..
after i finished..i thought wingji already went out..
the uncle who fetch us rushing to teach driving..so we does not use much time to answer..
after i went out..i cant find wingji..
i keep searching for her..finally i saw shes still answering inside..haha..
then the workers print out the result for me..
i got 45/50 by using 16 minutes..
i thought i can get 50/50?XD..abit disssapotined..haha..
but im very happy to passed for my undang test..=)
i found that i get all correct for section A & C ..but get 5 wrong for section B..=(
after wingji came out and got her results..
uncle fetch us back luu..
he told us that last year have a examinate get 50/50 by using only 5 minutes!!!!
wonder how tat ppl can did it?O.o
but he said this world have many type of ppl..
got a student..got 41 at the first time..then try again and again..
the last tiem she try..she got only 32...dunno why..
so she have no more confidence to take the test anymore..
well..we are going to hear amali for 6 hours on the next next saturday..
coz wingji not free nex week lor..
went out with some ppl lo~~~XD
wish she good luck la..=)
tomorrow going to work again luu..
looking forward but lazy..haha..
hope 2ml will be a nice day too..^^
started work in u mobile..(again)..& saw danson tang ^^
monday me and wingji have started our job in u mobile..
but now not in dealer helpdesk anymore..
we work in finance and control department..
what we so is private and confidential o..XD
our job is to helping miss ivy..
we realised her job really busy..
everyone find her to ask about the payment..
so we try hard to help her..
but we realised..after she hired us..she still very busy..==
we have start work for a week..
the job for now is quite relaxing too..
but not as dealer helpdesk la..XD
sommore my place just near the door..
its very obxious if i on9 and surf net..T_______________T
when nothing to do sure i wont sit at my place..
coz everyone who pass bye will saw me doing nth..haha..
so envy kelvin them can on9 whole day long summore watch movie watch drama!!!!!!!!!>.<
so good laaaaaaaaa...sometimes i just lepak there lo..haha..
lunch at ts really make me going to bankrap la..
1 day spend bout 10 something 20 bucks..
plus the transport..monorail and bus..sobsob..
i want to eat cheaper thing ady..save my $$!!!!!!
the disadvantages to work in this department is..
no one to talk with..=(
all just busying doing their thing..seems not so friendly huh..
didnt think to chit chat with me also..haha..
many malays there..
no leng zai..hahahaha..
and my place so far from wingji and ivy's place..==
have to walk so long to find them..
arghhh..so i cant find a person to talk with me lor..=(
but then now i getting used to la..
work in finance also good..
gain experience ma..^^..(comforting myself..sobsob..)
when friday..i have did stupid thing..==
ivy ask me to send email for some person in u mobile to inform them the cheque is ready for collection..
i suppose to send the name which state on the invoice..
but i sent to the person who state on the cheque..==
i should send for his secretary or what..but i sent to him..two mail tim!!!!!!!omg..
he have very high position in u mobile..CEO or CSO or CMO or wat CxO la..
and i saw his name..is a korean..i stupidly go to add korean words for kamsahamnida..
omgggggg...after i realised i sent for the wrong person...==
hope that 2ml dont have any ppl come to search for me coz of the stupid thg tat i have did..==
and another thg..
ivy ask me to send the letters to nana..
i thought is my fren nana who work at 8th floor of u mobile..
so i find kelvin to acc me go down to 8th floor and passed to her..
after i return to 11th floor office...
ivy told me not the nana at 8th floor..
is the nana that just in our department!!!sommore just sit right behind me..haha..
once again..i ask kelvin to go down with me to get the letters back from nana..XD
whn i pass it to the real nana..really feel like wan to laugh..haha..
thank kelvin for accompanying me to go 8th floor although he have many sms to register..XD
after work~~~~
we have to take lift to 1st floor..
many helpdesk colleagues inside..
i just talk 1 sentence..i said " y so many ppl inside?full ady.." (i mean the ppl that we cant see~)
but maybe someone misunderstand me lor..start attacking me with his/her mouth..
then all started to attack me..
saw my work at finance arrogant ady..miss finance..next time saw me enter lift have to go out
so that many space for me..==
i know they are kidding la..
but im just unhappy with someone!!!!!!!
what she/he said always got bone de la..talk with that face..irritated..
so i really dislike he/she!!!hope dont meet her/him anymore!!
after tat me and ji walk to sgwang..
for wat?kekex..for watching danson tang!!!!
he came for sign album...when i went there already late..
many ppl..so cant see him clearly..
and he almost start signing his album ady..
i just able to take few pics that quite clear because of the big distance among us..sob..
anyone who love danson tang can just grab the pics..
i dont mind ..=)
but then not so clear..sorry o..sobsob..
nyways happy to saw real ppl..^^
relly handsome oo~
but now not in dealer helpdesk anymore..
we work in finance and control department..
what we so is private and confidential o..XD
our job is to helping miss ivy..
we realised her job really busy..
everyone find her to ask about the payment..
so we try hard to help her..
but we realised..after she hired us..she still very busy..==
we have start work for a week..
the job for now is quite relaxing too..
but not as dealer helpdesk la..XD
sommore my place just near the door..
its very obxious if i on9 and surf net..T_______________T
when nothing to do sure i wont sit at my place..
coz everyone who pass bye will saw me doing nth..haha..
so envy kelvin them can on9 whole day long summore watch movie watch drama!!!!!!!!!>.<
so good laaaaaaaaa...sometimes i just lepak there lo..haha..
lunch at ts really make me going to bankrap la..
1 day spend bout 10 something 20 bucks..
plus the transport..monorail and bus..sobsob..
i want to eat cheaper thing ady..save my $$!!!!!!
the disadvantages to work in this department is..
no one to talk with..=(
all just busying doing their thing..seems not so friendly huh..
didnt think to chit chat with me also..haha..
many malays there..
no leng zai..hahahaha..
and my place so far from wingji and ivy's place..==
have to walk so long to find them..
arghhh..so i cant find a person to talk with me lor..=(
but then now i getting used to la..
work in finance also good..
gain experience ma..^^..(comforting myself..sobsob..)
when friday..i have did stupid thing..==
ivy ask me to send email for some person in u mobile to inform them the cheque is ready for collection..
i suppose to send the name which state on the invoice..
but i sent to the person who state on the cheque..==
i should send for his secretary or what..but i sent to him..two mail tim!!!!!!!omg..
he have very high position in u mobile..CEO or CSO or CMO or wat CxO la..
and i saw his name..is a korean..i stupidly go to add korean words for kamsahamnida..
omgggggg...after i realised i sent for the wrong person...==
hope that 2ml dont have any ppl come to search for me coz of the stupid thg tat i have did..==
and another thg..
ivy ask me to send the letters to nana..
i thought is my fren nana who work at 8th floor of u mobile..
so i find kelvin to acc me go down to 8th floor and passed to her..
after i return to 11th floor office...
ivy told me not the nana at 8th floor..
is the nana that just in our department!!!sommore just sit right behind me..haha..
once again..i ask kelvin to go down with me to get the letters back from nana..XD
whn i pass it to the real nana..really feel like wan to laugh..haha..
thank kelvin for accompanying me to go 8th floor although he have many sms to register..XD
after work~~~~
we have to take lift to 1st floor..
many helpdesk colleagues inside..
i just talk 1 sentence..i said " y so many ppl inside?full ady.." (i mean the ppl that we cant see~)
but maybe someone misunderstand me lor..start attacking me with his/her mouth..
then all started to attack me..
saw my work at finance arrogant ady..miss finance..next time saw me enter lift have to go out
so that many space for me..==
i know they are kidding la..
but im just unhappy with someone!!!!!!!
what she/he said always got bone de la..talk with that face..irritated..
so i really dislike he/she!!!hope dont meet her/him anymore!!
after tat me and ji walk to sgwang..
for wat?kekex..for watching danson tang!!!!
he came for sign album...when i went there already late..
many ppl..so cant see him clearly..
and he almost start signing his album ady..
i just able to take few pics that quite clear because of the big distance among us..sob..
anyone who love danson tang can just grab the pics..
i dont mind ..=)
but then not so clear..sorry o..sobsob..
nyways happy to saw real ppl..^^
relly handsome oo~
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