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I hate exams especially final !

2010-01-15T11:27:00.000-08:00

It's 3.30 a.m. now
Suppose is time to sleep
everyone have gone bed
but I still have to fight with IOM
gonna sit for it tomorrow
Damn nervous as my brain fails to function
I've forgotten all the things that I have memorize
What can I write in the answer sheet?
Sleepy but unable to sleep
Really suffer.Sigh
Examinations is the scariest thing in the world
Infinity of cells died during exam period
Gonna back to revison
ciao......
Good luck everyone

LaLaLa 18th November 2009

2009-11-18T06:27:00.001-08:00

Already been a long time didn't update my blog
maybe I have nothing to share
maybe I'm busy and tired
maybe I'm lazy
or maybe, I don't want to talk

Good news is our FOA and IOM assignment
are submitted
although last minute works again

but at least we did
here to thanks all my lovely team members
but I don't want to be that rush again
it's damn tiring
and if you saw few mad women running in the college
okay doubtless, one of them was me =)

Erm let's talk about studies~
have finished my individual presentation last week
rush it at last minute again T.T
so you can imagine how was my presentation
I was too nervous to speak in front of people
however, I did it and I'm happy =)
Next week will be group presentation
our group's topic is " Marriage is a waste of time"
what do you think?
Contribute some opinions to me, I'll appreciate lots =)

Today got our IOM's coursework marks
tutor announce everyone's marks in class =.=
Mine results is unexpected for me
because the questions are very tough
most of the answers could not found in text book
that's means I got brain lor?XD
Our IOM presentation had delayed to next week
because was lack of time

More few weeks will be few tests
make me so nervous >.<
this semester I really feel lazy and didn't put any efforts
when only I will awake~?arghhhhh

30 Oct 2009 Random Silly Crap

2009-10-29T08:03:00.000-07:00

Is tired~
Is sleepy~
Is unhappy~
I don't want to be unhappy
but unable to control
Should remember a sentence
" No one is responsible to make you happy,
you are the one who can make yourself happy."
I know, but how?
Teach me if you know
Sometimes feel that myself just easily ignored
easily forgotten
I don't even know I'm in whose heart except my bb dear
He's the only one who love n care for me maybe =(

What am I for you?
I don't know and I afraid to know
Why everything in life just don't flow as what I want?
world is complicated people are complicated
What I want is just simple and ordinary world
Need not to be doubt on each other
guessing what you thinking all the time
It's tiring
Why can't everyone to be honest
Is it hard?

Arghh stupid crap again
tomorrow no class,baby also off
Friday is my favourite day =)
is going out with baby~
go korean village & then pavilion maybe
long time didn't shopping with him
baby wants to buy clothes for me huh xD
love you muackzz
whatever and whenever
as long as is with you =)
love you mucheeee

Arghh is annoying with allt he stupid assignments & presentation
coursework also around the corner =(
non stop non stop
make people stress nia
hope that won't done on last minute anymore
we'll put much effort on them this time!!
is time to sleep =D
ciaoooooo

* why recently all of you doesn't update your blog?
bored ......*

22 October 2009 Accident

2009-10-23T05:23:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you just can't predict what will happen in the next second
Was having happy mood in the morning
Because gonna celebrate friend's birthday after lecture
and attend wedding dinner at night

Who knows,while driving to fetch classmate to go college
Accident happened in just a second
can't avoid , can't stop it
I can't pretend as nothing happen
because it happened
I'm shocked , I'm useless
What I did is just standing there and keep crying
I don't know what to do
I can't imagine how if baby is not beside me
Everything happened too fast
my brain can't response what is happening

Luckily the motorcyclist still can get up
his right shoulder's bone is fractured
we brought him to clinic
and doctor ask us bring him to hospital to take x-ray
we did , we won't dump him
we accompany him at hospital for the whole day
because he looks pity
he consider as Orang Kurang Upaya
he can't speak well , but not totally mute
that's why we must make police report
for protecting him and also ourselves
we even help him to fix his motorcycle
although it's not my fault
We have done our part
We even did paid to fee of fixing his motorcycle
however he will not admit his fault no matter what we did
I just too sympathy on him

how would he lose in the case?
could he still get insurance n socso?
but how would I lose in the case?
I have to accept all the penalties?
Well,it's really complicated
Maybe the judge will sympathy on OKU more than a 18years old girl
And the sarjan really make people get angry
I know he want to close file earlier
so that he won't get into trouble
but he should not forcing me to admit wrong
he just keep talking non sense
talking crap
ask stupid questions
he asked : if you are riding motorcycle,then a car turn in front of suddenly,would you afraid?
shit!can I say no?
he asked : why you don't take over the lorry?because it's big and you afraid that will be knock by it right?
shit! can I say no?
everyone will avoid the vehicles that bigger than theirs right?
why my car that BIG he can't see
I can't see him is quite normal right?
Impossible I've to stop there
wait the motorcycle passed only I turn
how would there's another car behind me?
As a conclusion,he drove too fast
he should slow down when he saw my signal
If I really drive fast,I think now he is cursing me in the hell
haiz what should I do and what can I say
at last the XXXking sarjan couldn't deny what we've said
he just asked me to sign the report
and take car's photo
I don't know the result
but I should wait the date to go to the court
however,I should not be afraid because it's not my fault
but I'm really sucks in speaking malay =(
arghhhh everyday I'm afraid that will receive call from police station
but things already happened
just let it flow ~ everything will be okay soon.I hope that
stop thinking bout it

Anyway
I want to thanks my dear and his mommy a alot!
I don't know how should I express it but..
thanks!really thanks for being with me whenever I meet problems
I just don't know what to do
you have sacrificed a lot of time,money and energy for me
and being that worried
I'm guilty =(
I love you..thanks god for me to met you
you're just too good to me
<3

When can I get out of this nightmare
and start to drive again?
It'll be a long time I think =(

14 October 2009 don't take everything away from me

2009-10-13T08:50:00.000-07:00

It's hard to describe my feeling
What feeling should I have for now?
I don't know
I really confused
I should not be like this
why can't I just smile and act nothing?
maybe it's just because I did this way too many times before
this time
I don't hope to use smiling to ignore all the problems
it's not big problem not a big matter
but when add up all the small matter
will them form a giant problem?
it will be a big rock on our way of love
we love each other that much
but in this entire world
only love is not enough
we will be affect by many factors
where's our understanding?
you complaint that I treat u unfair
I don't understand you
and even complaint I conquer all your time?
you changed
you really changed
your promises
I will put them in my bottom of heart forever
but you?
Isn't giving promises is that easy for you?
you just promise me and throw it behind you after a minute
why can you just leaved me like this yesterday?
do you know when i saw all that
my heart is bleeding?
before we been together
you promised me you will never ever make me fall a drop of tear
but in these two years
I can't count how many times I cried for you
again and again
doubtless,you treat me very good
you love me so much I know!
I am the one who understand the most
you treat me very good till I'll feel guilty sometimes
I thought I can spend the rest of my life with you
this is what I wanna to do for you
but why?your attitude changed
maybe it's my fault but I don't want to become like this!
you promised me you will never go for gaming again
but after a short period of time
you back to that again
not I wanna to control you or stop you for anything
is just
Please don't promise me if you can't so so
because I expect you to meant it once you made a promise
condition is getting serious
you even..feel annoying to accompanying me?
you rather rush to find your buddies for game or what
than stay with me

baby,do you know what I want is not much
I've told you many time about this
did I ask for anything from you?
did I ask for luxuries from you?
our love bond is not made by these stupid things
why until now still you can't understand?
I know you are not good in planning date
not good in making surprise
not good in making me happy
but even a stupid joke from you
I'll feel happy
even a song you sing for me
I'll feel touch
do you remember "hero"?
the first song you dedicated for me
you know,I'm not good i expressing my feelings
I can't express them well and sure you can't receive them
so please
look into my heart
I never feel tired to planning a surprise,a date for you
I want you to happy for what I did
sometimes a cuddle,a kiss is enough
but why can't you do it when I start to feel unhappy?
is it hard?
is it hard for you to control your temper?

you did many things for me
and I appreciate them
I didn't say it out doesn't mean I didn't
everyone know you treat me very well
you sacrificed everything for me
so when problems occur
they start to blame me
I admit that I'm extremely unhappy with what my sister told me
no one can understand my feelings
everyone can just see the surface
but deep inside
they don't know whats going on
enough...
maybe tomorrow will be okay
maybe I can just smile at you and act nothing happen
I can be initiative to hug you
break the ice between us
I always do
but why can't you
do one time for me?why?
everything will be okay
but the problems
will not disappear
it will always exist
if we don't ever bother to solve them

8th October 2009 Mahjong is fun

2009-10-08T09:06:00.000-07:00

Having lecture at 8 today
oh god I almost wake up late
thanks baby for fetching me <3
it's really tiring to have lecture this early

phew.. again 4 hours break time between classes
have used 1 hour to decide our lunch
first we headed to Wangsa Maju and decided to have Pan Mee
but leader complain that there does'nt have proper parking
she suggested to go Sri Rampai business park
well we reached there and turn few rounds
at last we can't decide what to eat
finally,have decided go back to Genting Klang ==
is it fun?zzzz
lastly Bak Kut Teh was our choice
I think I won't be there again
since something embarrassed happened =p
after that went to my house and have mahjong session
( sei lor don't know why recently everyone is addicted to Mahjong )
at first I won but then all lose back T.T
others was concentrate on watching DVD
most of them are attracted by my dear Dada
I know they love him a lot
I do too xD he is so cute and guai
went back to college in rush again~
since we are hard to leave the mahjong and TV
and guess what?
I thought our class is on 3pm but the fact is 2.30pm
no wonder me is the one who feel so relax ==
I still feel weird why they are rushing

have been late 15 mins for english class
they told us that gotta discuss in group
and present onTODAY
What the......
we decided to do role play since it will be more interesting
I admitted that our group was the most stupid and silly one
acting a stupid TV show xD
I be the host,while Uncle Mah,Jessica,Theng and Fang be our VIP guests

others groups were serious talking bout pollution~stress~etc etc
well,we are just trying to make you laugh
thanks for supporting =D
and thanks to siew theng's group for making effects
thanks Sister for recording video xD

finally a week passed
tutorials will start on next week
gotta work hard again =(
still in holiday mood
tomorrow not having any class
gotta be mushroom at home
since I'm quite unhappy these days
don't feel wanna go out

for THAT
I should not take it serious
start from now
all gone and stop
I want to be the happy one

7th Oct 2009 I love singing

2009-10-07T06:08:00.000-07:00

Today had English class at 9.30am
hard to get up T.T
after that having IOM lecture at 3pm
so what DAC4 did during the break?
17 of us have headed to Times Square
guess what?I've drove dear's car to TS *clap clap*
but only if dear is beside me
and have sing k session until 2.30pm
not that high since many of them just sitting there =(
but gained lots of happiness
reached school around 3.20am
luckily lecturer still explaining about coursework
after starting chapter one I started to feel sleepy
many of them too
can't blame us since we have used much of energy
doctor told me that sing k is a hyperactive activity u know?=D
well, dear came and fetched me after lecture
and go home to cook together xD
thanks dear love u much <3

the only third day of second semester
tired bored sleepy T.T
and syllabus seems to become more tough
hope that I can do well for all the subject
gotta work hard =)
last sem's final results is coming out soon
how should I face it?sob

A decision to make again
=.=

hmmmmmm

2009-10-05T07:40:00.000-07:00

started lecture today
feel bored
what we did for this 2 hours
was writing a silly + stupid story
all the characters are our animals' names
everyone can continue the story with their imagination
we plan to finish a book for this semester
today only wrote 3 pages
when only we can finish a book?
my notebook have became story book =(
only the first day I already feel bored
how to continue until this semester end?
I don't like ME lecturer,she is same species with IA lecturer
I miss Miss You
although she don't have comma with she talk xD
tomorrow is having first FOA lecture at 10am
same lecturer with last semester
why T.T tutor also her zzz
haiz why so bored
tell me =(

Ignore please

2009-10-02T23:17:00.000-07:00

There're many thing to say
but I don't know the way to say

There're many feelings to express
but I don't know the way to express

There're many stuffs to tell
but I don't know the way to tell

We are different
The different world
different life
different you
different me
I can't read your mind
I can't catch your thinking
I can't follow what you are doing

Do you know
Sudden hot and sudden cold
could make people fall sick?
Do you know
you are like thorns
could make people get hurt?

Once people have hope
there's a risk of getting letdown and despair
fake hope
could knock people down easily

Repeated,repeated and repeated
once again
I'm disappointed

Get out from my mind

2009-10-02T06:46:00.001-07:00

It's enough
FAKER

Outing with Baby

2009-09-27T07:59:00.000-07:00

Finally baby free to hang out with me =)
went Midvalley
taken our lunch at Tony Roma's
nice and really full
planned to watch movie
but it's really "people mountain people sea"
lazy to queue up
so just walking around
nothing to buy
just bought a dinner bag =(

A stupid incident make me hate Street Fighter
(sorry to street fighter's supporters )
but the kid is really cute <3>

don't know why
recently bored with every outing
maybe it's really crowded everywhere
feel uncomfortable when there's too many people around
better out on weekdays =D

already long time I didn't upload pictures in my bloggie
photos will be upload soon~

Ling's

2009-09-26T07:35:00.001-07:00

Tired tired tired
outing was bored
stupid stupid stupid
watched a super stupid movie
"Accident"
yalor I watched it accidentally =.=
luckily I have sung k for today
if not I'll get angry.lol
moody moody moody
just quarrel with her
cried cried cried
but I feel much better
argue better than didn't talk a word
is it?=) hope so la

*Thean Kar Jun,
be punctual and stop dreaming k?xD

Tomorrow is always a better day
I hope so
and always believe in

Ling's

2009-09-25T19:13:00.001-07:00

Is going to Sing k later
Is looking forward since I didn't sing for few months
Is going to meet someone for first time lol
I'm not nervous
but damn hungry now x.x
hope that the "semi"buffet of red box is enough for me
don't know the reason of having insomnia yesterday
4something only I can fall asleep
and wake up at 8 in the morning =.=
brighten up my day

Feel Cold

2009-09-25T09:13:00.000-07:00

..........
really don't know what should I say
useless
I can only use my heart to feel
I can't describe the feelings
and you'll never know
get out of my mind

New New New

2009-09-25T02:17:00.000-07:00

New skin for my bloggie
chosen in rush and still not used to it
but at least is a different feel
somemore GLAMOROUS theme suits me right?xD
will change a better one soon =）

I'm upset
she really don't want to talk to me
I don't know what she still angry for?
already the 4th day
black face towards me
fine,I can't do anything
just continue if you like

Ended

2009-09-24T22:38:00.000-07:00

Yes
Ended

Journey

2009-09-24T05:16:00.000-07:00

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent driffing on Through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter , I know I will cry
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understand
I don't even know why I do the things I do
when prides bulids me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down this walls and pull me through

Cause it's a long long journey
till I feel that I'm worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
beaneath those stromy skies

When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everthing is out to make me lose control
IT's a long long journey
Till i find my way home to you...to you

冥想

2009-09-23T23:06:00.000-07:00

我知道我很摇摆不定
我知道我很情绪化
但近日来我真的很开心
也许是因为你吧？
虽然不知道这一种感觉会逗留多久
但至少我曾经有过
就算是梦
也期待没有醒来的一天
像回到过去
也许还多了那么一丁点改变
我不清楚也不想搞清楚
混沌也许是一种幸福
很傻

有时候觉得自己很没用
习惯了半途而废
不是我不想做好
不是我懒得继续
是我无法再遇到挫折后
再从新站起
很恨这样的自己
却没办法改变什么
为什么无法找到自信？
也许真的不差
但我真的没自信
自己永远是最不好的么？
很恨很恨
真希望有一天可以自信的表现出真我

觉得自己不懂得珍惜现在拥有的
非要等到失去那一天
才懂得珍惜么？
我庆幸拥有的一切
谢谢每个陪在我身边的人
偶尔的沮丧偶尔的腐败
你们总是不厌其烦的拉我一把
让我不会深陷在泥沼中
你是我最珍贵的宝藏
也许等到蒙主召唤的那一天
眼前浮现一幕幕的
是你你和你的微笑
那时的我
该不会畏惧才对

A day

2009-09-21T06:59:00.000-07:00

Went Times Square with Ying n Vjean
I don't want to be light bulb but no choice
left me & Dada at home nie T.T
Kelvin Liew came and
rescued me from being my sis n her bf 's big light bulb
watched "The Ugly Truth" today
kinda funny =D abit romantic <3
then lepak for no reason in times square
really people mountain people sea
make me don't have any mood to shopping~
well tomorrow going Pulau Ketam with sisters
why must we go that far just for eating crabs?=.=
who bored for holiday call me
I'll try to rescue you xD

2009-09-19T10:26:00.000-07:00

Please be filial and always love your parents..

you can't ever imagine how much they have sacrified for you..

they agree everything that you did to them and not telling their suffering just because they don't

want to burden you..

they always keeping the bad to themselves as long as you are happy..

Damn the people who send their parents to old folk house or not taking care their parents nicely..

taking care of your parents are not burden,it's thanksgiving it's responsibility and also blessed..

don't cry over split milk when they are not here anymore..

appreciate them when they are here..

taking care them with full of your heart and love..

what they need is not much..

is just a simple thing that you can give..Love <3

Maybe The Once in Life

2009-09-09T04:18:00.000-07:00

Hey readers,
do y0ou know what date is today
Dang dang dang >> 090909(9th september 2009)
today might be a very important day for many couples
since many people have chosen today to register
as MARRIED with their beloved one
includes my 2nd sister Ting Ting
congratz a lot towards her <3
unfortunanely that I'm unable to attend the event today
well,I should continue my studies now
have wasted a lot of time T.T
or else I will down as after QS exam
don't hope that happen again
Lingz here to wishes everyone who reading this silly post
999999久久久久久久 with you beloved one
999999久久久久久久 with your beloved friends
999999久久久久久久 stay happy and healthy
and
I love Darren Lim ! <3
( this fella always complain that I didn't write bout him in my posts xD )
you will always be the one I love most
DarLingZ Forever 1314
Muackz

I'm really stress..no one can understand

2009-09-07T06:16:00.000-07:00

Today have done my Quantitative paper
I put very much efforts on this final
unlike my SPM
i slept at 5am yesterday just for my QS
woke up at 11am then sit for the exam at 2pm
I worked very hard
but what I get is dissapoint
I know I can answer all the questions
but I just able to answer 3 ques out of 4 due to lack of time
and why I don't trust myself!!!I cancelled out the correct answer that I have done
I know I did many mistakes..
I don't know why..
the 1st time in my life I did that worse in exam
Easy questions but I'm unable to answer..ridiculous..
Can't stip thinking and can't stop dropping tears..
If I'm not holding scholarship I wont be this down
Stupid

Up Up Up

2009-08-27T06:29:00.000-07:00

Watched 2 movies last week
Now is a short post to share my feelings=)

1st : District 9

Watched this with classmates after QS lecture
Honestly this is not a very nice movie for me
I don't like it's shooting technique (alike with "Diary of Dead)
Makes people feel dizzy dazzled
but I found interesting in the middle part of movie
when the main character is becoming an alien
Doubtless,human are more cruel more scary than aliens
they treat aliens as low class living things,thus they called them "prawns"
The ending had made me drop my tears
As what i said,a movie that is able to touch my heart is a good movie
If you are hesitating to watch what movie
try District 9
I can't say it is a nice movie
but,it let me understand Humanity
even HUMAN will destroy HUMAN itself
how sad

2nd : Up
Here come another Pixar & Walt Disney's cartoon
I love cartoon lots <3
coz I always having dreams
At1 1st I ws not interested in this cartoon at all
but after I read the plot from newspaper and also their comments on it
I started to look forward for it
Rankings : maximum!!!
It is really nice
strongly recommended
It might be the most meaningful cartoon that I ever watched
Don't think that a cartoon with an old man will makes you bored
but it's really touched my heart!
guess what,I cried from the beginning of the story
It is too touching,too meaningful
Undeniably，it is humourous too =)
Must watch " UP " ! If not you'll be regret

Last but not least,good luck for all the candidates
Let achieve the peak
Gotta work hard in this few weeks,will be less appear in front of you =)
going to Genting Highland with classmates after final
looking forward <3

ArGhHHHHHHHhhhHHHhHHHHHHhhhH !!!

2009-08-25T07:35:00.000-07:00

Life tiring
Life annoying
Life boring
Life meaningless
Feel frustrated
Feel bored
Feel alienated
Feel everything not in the way I expect
Why?
I don't know

To : Ling Ling Tua

Pleaseeeee don't be lazy and start you revision now
or else you are impossible to get distinction for your final!

* Sorry,just a silly post to shout out something silly
you can ignore it if you want >.<
Anyways,I'm glad that I'm alive and being healthy
Stop being dissatisfied !

Wishes every candidates will pass the final examination with flying colors
Rainbow color would be better..lol
GAH YAO <3

For You II

2009-08-23T08:06:00.000-07:00

Teh Yee Ching
This post is dedicated to my best friend >> ching!!
sorry for writing bout you this late
busying for many stuffs =D
Firstly,I wanna say that I really love you lots!!
I get to know you since standard 6
almost six years
Fate brings us together <3
still remember that almost everydey we wrote letter to each other
a simplest way to express our feelings
telling each other our experiences,feelings and opinions
until now you are still the one who care me the most
muackz
although I have shifted away after standard 6
we never fail to keep in toucht
except after an incident during form 2
but now,we are still that close
I don't know what is the reason for you to treat me that good
but i appreciate it a lot!
You understand me,you care for me and you love me ( I guess =p)
we don't manage to meet each other often
but we keep each other in deep of our heart right =)
I'm blessed that I have you as my friend
I know u do too xD
you are so lucky to have a cute friend like me =p
I know you same with me
think everything to the negative side
but do remember what you always tell me
I will be the one who supporting you
be your big big LIGHT to brighten up your way
do remember that I always be there for you
No matter what I loss..
you are the one who I dont wanna to lose!! <3
You always willing to be my ears
listen to my problems
giving me advices
I really appreciate
I hope after many years
we are still the best for each other
our friendship will be everlasting rite?

Teh Yee Ching,the most precious friend for me =)

For You

2009-08-16T04:35:00.000-07:00

There's many passers in our life
some of them u may forgotten easily
some of them may stay in your memories till the day u die
I met many of you in the past of my life
maybe I don't know the ways to appreciate you
but believe me,my heart is like a train,always reserving seats for you
suddenly I miss you so much
we may lost contact for a long time
but,you never disapear from my memories before
I'm not going to write about Darren Lim,Will Pan or DBSK
but You...

* Lee Wing Kee
darling,you are such an important friend for me
we have know each other for almost 5 years
most of the time.you are the only one who stay beside me
we always stick together
you are the one who understand me the most among friends
you care for me and always helping me
but due to fate,we lead different life now
I'm studying in college and u are doing form 6
even holidays also different
we are hardly to meet each other
hope you will never forget me,and never kick me out from ur heart kay
I miss u so much
and I love you forever
don't just care forhong and astro boy la T.T

* Teh Moon Kuan
babyy,I miss you so much
during SPM I always overnight at your home during the days before exams
we encouraged each other
we study hardly so that we can get good results
but I when is the next time I can overnight at your home
you have a caring heart
you always care your friends and cheers us with your big laugh xD
although you and me are studying in the same college
but we are in different course
we don't even got chance to meet and you didn't find me for a long time
I afraid that someday you will forget me..
but you always in my heart
we have many nice memories together
It's enough for me to recall when I get older and older

* Yong Ya Kee
you are also an important friend for me
although now seems they are more important for you
but I treat you as my best friend in my life
in the past we are really good
we are best friendsssss and I love you so much
you very care about me,and I really glad that I own a friend like you
since when,due to many misunderstood between us
our relationship turns worse
before that we are closest friends
but now I even don't know what should i talk to you
we're like strangers
I'm sorry,I'm the one who don't know how to appreciate you
but you are my besties forever
I miss you so much recently...

* Tan Siong Nee
dear~we know each other since form 1
we are really close huh?
you even gave up your school bus
come to my hse every morning then we walk to school together
we are so naive that time
we are happy as long as we together
I thought we are best friend forever
but our friendship turns pale after form 2
we are in different classes..time past..our friendship more pale
but recently we seems close with each other again
although not like form 1 that time
but at least..we still work hard to maintain our relationship
I really happy..
now you have withdrawn..hope you will never regret for your decision
but don't too busy for your job and forget me
till now you not yet date me arr!! hmph >.<
love you...

* Lo Mei Wei
Wei Wei Wei~we also know each other since form 1
but we are different gang that time
think of that time,we are really childish
my gang and your gang always argue
so stupiak..haha
but now..all of that have became our memories
although seldom got chance to meet each other
but maybe next sem I will transfer to your course ler?xD
I'm still considering..so confuse..
seriously last time I very hate you..
I feel that you always destroying our relationship
I don't know why you always misunderstand me
but all that are past
we are good friends for now
just forget all the bad things..and keep the nice memories ^^
and I still rmb you get e nan phone number for me ( although failed xD)
but thanks..love you...<3

* Liew Siew Wan
Wan jie..how long I didn't call you this way?
long long time..coz I didn't meet you for a long time
I don't know whether I still exist in your heart anot
but I sure that you are still stay in my heart
we knew each other since form 3
we are Guz when we in form 5
sometimes we are really good,chat in msn till the middle of the night
talked stupid thing but we enjoyed
since when,we always argue with each other
I can't accept what you did and you can't bear for my over react
2009..we worked together
that time is such an enjoyable time
we work happily
in the same year..our relationship going to end
your words hurt me alot
I don't know I cried how many times for you
not because of hatred,is because of I can't bear for losing an important friend
I thought I will hate you forever
but seems I can't
in deep of my heart,I still miss you alot
and I hope that our relationship can back to like in the past
but why i feel that it's a dream that will never come true?
I miss you much..

* Liew Siew Yan
heyyy jac..our situation are also like what I wrote for wan jie
since you are cousins..haha..
how are u recently?I'm sure that u enjoy alot with your classmate by seeing your photos
you are also an important friend for me
although I always say you arrogant
but your are really cute sometimes
you are true and you always be yourself
but maybe my personalities have conflict with you
so we always unhappy with each other
you never forget to wish me happy birthday this year
god know how happy am I..I'm just acting =p
well,people will become mature when get older,includes me
bad things in the past are not important anymore
should say I have forgotten most of them
but I am keeping all the nice memories
I miss you
hope taht we are always best friends
like what we said : Guz forever <3

* Chow Jia Wei
yooo here come another Guz
I'm not that close with you
coz I hard to communicate with you =p
your personalities are so special
not everyone can understand your thinking
but I think we can click quite well when talk about TVXQ =D
saw u not long ago
but we like strangers
I said hi to you,but you...
maybe you hope to act like don't know me
maybe I think too much
I miss you so much too
happy to met you
don;t know when is the next time we meet?
our college too big..haha..
SBS is always conflict with SSSH =p

* Tan Kee Yin
hey ah gor,we know each other through MSN
at first I still thought you are a girl =p
you treat us too good
good till we started to doubt on you
sorry huh xD
now I know you are really a nice guy
your current gf and future laopo is so hang fok
a nice guy like you is going to extinct
you always treat us so good,I really scare your laopo jealous..xD
now you are like one of our family member
thanks for always caring us ^^
although u live so far
but realationship between us will never turns pale,I believe =)
love you <3
p's : he is really a nice guy!!!!always be volunteers although busy for own business
glad that this kind of person still exist in our world ^^

* Kin Gor
weiiiiii few years didn't see you dy
how are you?chated with you in msn few weeks ago
we worked together when I was only 14 years old in Sotong's father's shop
that time..you already 23 years old if not mistaken
you are like a big gor gor for me
always take caring me
like what your said,you doesn't have any younger sister,so you take care of me like your younger sister and you are happy with it xD
we go to work together every morning since we live near
I have to help auntie to wake you up every morning
you indeed a piggggggg
wake you up is really mission impossible
so we always late for work,luckily auntie them have already accept the fact xD
that two months is an enjoyable time for me
we are so happy that time
when you tell me you are going to work in singapore
I can't describe that feelings..I'm sad =(
that day we have chat many about our past
I'm touch that you still remember everthing clearly
includes you asked me to kiss your cheek when you bought me a box of ferrero rocher xD
seriously,I miss u soooo much
you are in sgpore now,maybe we don't have chance to meet again
but I will never forget you
hope you hang hang fok fok with your gf..when get married have to inform me wor =(
don't always busy fo work..take care of your health too
my forever gor =) ( I used to cal u sok sok?xD )

* Loke Hui Ping
Dear!!!!!!!!!!!yesterday just chated with you on phone
thanks for always sms me and call me
but sometimes I may forget to reply you coz you always find me when I'm busy xD
maybe I can meet you next saturday
since you are attending our competition day
but don't imagine my dacing..I'm sucks =(
you are my best friend
always there for me
you care me you love me and you apprecaite me
I do the same way too
somwtimes I don't like your behaviour and attitude
but at last you will apologize for your fault
so our friendship is still that good xD
I also miss you oooo
now you are busying for work
and I'm busying for college stuffs
but we have promised to hang out during my sem break
looking forward =D
muackzz <3

I miss you..
I don't know when can I meet you again
but do remember you are always in my heart...
I,appreciate YOU

To Be Continue....

Will Pan - Love one

2009-08-09T08:07:00.000-07:00

Saw Will Pan at the mines yesterday
and KLIA today
he is awesome!
Imagine how near is the distance between us xD
But I still not courage enough to talk a single word with him
eventhough I just standing beside him!
sobsob I should be brave =( have to wait next time
will update soon =D
really happy to saw him again...
But he looks tired and mood-less in KLIA today
phew..I think my love towards him will last for so long
looking forward for his next event in Msia !

Will Pan , see you soon =D

2009-08-06T07:17:00.000-07:00

Whoo hoo you know what?

Will Pan has reached Malaysia this afternoon
unfortunately I can't meet him at KLIA ,
in New Era College -Kajang , Rahman College - Penang
too far and I having class from morning to evening
how sad am I =( I wondering why don't he come KL Tarc?
Although today I have missed three events
but I am able to meet him on Saturday =D
I will stay in The Mines for the whole day
becoz Will Pan is having 4 events at there on that day
include as a guest for Blue J , Myfm event , his own Qian Chang hui
and an exclusive gathering with fans club's members !
I'm so excited but nervous too
I'm not ready yet
although I'm extremely busy for my studies and dancing competition
but I must attend all the events IF I CAN !
Sunday morning gonna meet him again in KLIA coz he is leaving Msia on Sunday
who are interested in supporting Will Pan
please feel free to attend all the events and get high with us ! <3
details please log on to http://www.willpanmalaysia.com
please be supportive
your support are much appreciated

I can't wait to meet him again !!! <3
pics will be upload soon xD

一辈子的遗憾

2009-07-26T07:12:00.000-07:00

今天聊起富贵山庄又想起了已过世的婆婆

为什么事隔多年眼泪依然不禁夺眶而出

她是我这一辈子最爱的人

从小的相处为我们的感情打下了坚稳的基础

她给予我的爱是无限的是无价的

她是多么的善良随和

从不与人计较从不吝于付出

她对我们无怨无悔的照顾

是我们一辈子没办法偿还的

偏偏老天却带走了这一位好人

享年不过五十多岁过身前还受癌症的折磨

为什么好人总没有多一点的福分？

虽然她不是我亲生婆婆

那又如何？她爱我们不亚于爱她的亲生外孙

依稀记得当我念幼儿园妈妈只在周末带我回家

念完幼儿园妈妈却要把我带回家

只在偶尔的周末带我探望婆婆公公

当时的我还小却无法忘怀婆婆为此留下的眼泪

“树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不待“

那一位古人写出了如此贴切形容这样的情景的名句

我不清楚但它却深深触动我的心

人嘛总在失去后才更懂得珍惜

当时的我还太小

没有能力带公公婆婆出去玩甚至带他们吃吃东西

更没办法让他们好好享福

公公临终前仍在担忧父亲的事我真的很难过

这些事成了我这一辈子最大的遗憾

如果我可以有这么一次机会弥补

要我用再多的金钱换取我也愿意

也许我没有能力但我一定会努力

可是谁可以给我那么一次机会？...

我想你们真的很想你们

这个遗憾我没有办法弥补

只能永远的藏在心底

时隔多年偶尔想起

还是会在我心中泛起一波波的涟漪

催下一串串的眼泪

我真得很想你们

如果你们看得见我得到的成绩

相信你们会很欣慰

至少我有那么一丁点能力让你们为我感到骄傲

如果你们可以看见我现在的他

相信你们会很高兴有人真心对待我那么的好

如果你们看得见我们现在的生活

相信你们会安心至少我们过得不错

如果你们还在我会天天陪你们谈心

就算再忙也会陪在你们身边

很后悔以前的我都不懂得表达自己的感受

如果你们还在我会把对你们的爱

毫不保留的倾诉

现在除了小时候的照片

几乎没有和你们近期的合照

我留下了很多遗憾很多我没有办法再履行的遗憾

如果你们还在你们会是我最珍贵的宝物

很希望你们听得见我很想你们...

你们过得好吗？你们还记得我吗？

你们到了世界的哪一方？...

我们来世一定要再见可以吗？

现在我唯一能做的是好好的孝顺我的妈妈

把来不及给你们的爱加付在妈妈的身上

绝对不再留下一丝遗憾...

对你们的爱却永远不会减少

对你们的思念依旧如此深

我永远爱你们

Stupid me

2009-07-24T08:42:00.000-07:00

EMO

EMO

EMO
EMO
EMO
EMO

EMO

EMO
EMO
EMO

EMO

CONFUSE

CONFUSE

Ling Ling is exhausted...

2009-07-23T07:27:00.000-07:00

Tua Ling Ling is extremely tired
I don't want test
I don't want assignment
but I fall in love with presentation =D
Sadness please get far away from me
I need care I need warmth
I need space I need more time
I need freedom I need to relax
Stress please get far far away from me
I need concern I need attention
and
I need you

BArbeque & steamboat party for July Babies

2009-07-21T05:04:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday had a birthday celebration for July babies
Ming Ming(730) , Ji Ji darling(709) and Kelvin Liew(730)
Desmond came from Selayang to fetch Ji and I
the journey to meet Ming & Cian at Ampang had consumed us 3-4 hours!
"amazing" right? xD
Thanks Desmond very much
He is the one who drive all the time without complaint =)
He is such a patient person
same as last time he fetched us back from Sunway
and we should thanks Ming's daddy
he had prepared all the thing for us =D
Maybe our planning was quite sucks
but at least we have an enjoyable time together
hope all of you have enjoy it alot
I'm down that I ate little that day xD
coz feel quite unwell and tired ( I'm not emo la chong)
took few photos nie as I mentioned that I'm tired
oh ya luckily Kelvin Liew manage to reach around 10 something
if not we gotta rub his name from the cake
and our effort will wasted =)
Lastly,thanks Ming them for cleaning up the mess <3>
for more details please refer to Wingkee's blog http://wingkeelee.blogspot.com/2009/07/birthday-ba tch-for-july-babies-d.html

Picture time <3 style="text-align: center;">grace n lingzz ^^

disgusting ==

Happy birthday to my dears !! =)

chong & lingzz

still smiling before suffer xD

wasabi wasabi wasabi ==

Punishment for the ppl who late =D

actually Eric is standing on the chair..shhhh xD

desmond so pity =(

see Eric's suffer face :X

Grace potential to become a host xD

Kelvin Liew =D

Happy birthday to Jiji darling,Ming and Kelvin
wish all your dreams come true =)
muackzz <3

当一切开始消逝......

2009-07-18T23:19:00.000-07:00

昨天得知的事开始扰乱我自以为已平静的心
我以为我的立场很坚定
殊不知我只不过是在欺骗他人和自己
开始时还在怀疑事情的真假
可是那已经是不争的事实
我没办法掩饰我真的很在意
原来装作若无其事比我想象中还困难
我以为我可以表现得很自然
当真正面对我还是无法忽视心的使唤
有了她又如何？
和我有关系吗？没有一点也没有
我不应该理会也没有权力过问
可是该死的我却如此地在意
它不断地不断地侵蚀我的意念
无论睁着眼抑或闭者眼它还是不断在脑海盘旋
够了！真的够了
难道没有办法让它消失吗？
至少我做不到
也许有些事情不知道会比知道后来得好
这也许是最后一次了真的最后一次了吧
我要的不多却永远没办法得到
这也是最后一次放纵自己的发泄真的
它让我心疲力竭它让我累得让我不想再提起我的脚步
它让我的心多了一道伤口
时间可以愈合伤口却无法磨灭那道深深的伤痕
有人说受伤后在身体上留下的疤痕
是为了要让你记念你承受过的痛
也让你记住不再重犯让你受伤的错
那心上的伤痕呢？
我想虽然肉眼无法看得见
当事人却能够深深地体会那椎心刺骨的痛楚
它也许会愈合却没办法痊愈
哪天哪怕多年后它被轻轻触碰轻轻挑起
感受到的也许已不是痛楚而是深渊般悲痛回亿
但回忆总是美好的吗？
因为没有悲痛的回忆你不会感受到今天的幸福
现在的我已经累了
我没办法再为你心烦了
我的脚步就在这里停止了
过去的只不过是你从不在意的事
也是我不该在意的事
是我偏激了是我想多了

* 她多好她很好这些我并不想要知道 *

我的他我们的恋爱最真实的剖白 I

2009-07-13T07:20:00.000-07:00

虽然你无法看懂华文

可是我却觉得用华文更可以表达我的真实感受

我有多久没写华文了呢...

你有发现吗

和你在一起的时间是飞逝得那么快

已经一年七个月了

我却觉得和你的相遇就像是昨天才发生一样

每件事情都历历在目我不曾忘了任何一个细节

与你经历的每件事都那么深刻那么令我刻骨铭心

还记得吗起初我们是那么的厌恶对方

甚至完全不交谈

曾几何时我们开始被对方吸引

逐渐靠近直到我答应了你

感动我的是在我病倒期间你从不间断的简讯

虽然我们的工作是不被允许在工作期间使用电话的

感动我的是你那么担心即将开学的我没有时间和你联络

虽然我们还没在一起

感动我的是虽然我们才刚开始没多久你就为我付出一切

给我最真诚的承诺虽然我从来不给予承诺因为我害怕

感动我的是你不惜代价为我完成一切只要我安心

虽然我从来不懂得为你付出

感动我的是你不断带给我的感动

在我最需要你的时候往往你都会陪在我身边

在我最需要你的时候往往你都会尽力做好从不言累

还记得吗我们第一次的约会第一次牵手第一次的拥抱第一次的吻

很多的第一次我不曾忘了

什么时候我也懂得了付出我也敢许下承诺

为爱的人付出不是责任不是做作不是累赘是最难得的幸福

也许很多时候得我很任性很难懂很极端很负面

你却从来没有感到厌恶

你总是苦口婆心的劝导耐心的关怀温柔的呵护无怨言的陪伴

我知道有时候我真的把你累坏了你却从来没有怪我

有时候你的气话是那么伤人我却依然那么爱你

偶尔你也会耍脾气我很难过跟你的冷战却从来没有超过一天 xD

真爱也许难寻可是我却确定我是幸运的一个

也许你没有过人的智慧没有亮丽的外形没有丰厚的财产也没有像小说里的主角贵族般的气质

加上我们的开始也许是不被祝福的

那又怎样?你依然是我最爱的那个你

爱带给了我们过人的爱情亮丽的心丰厚的感情贵族般的幸福生活

一切都从爱开始

你是我的生命的唯一

当发现我行差踏错请把我拉回你的身边

因为只有你的怀抱是我唯一可以放心栖息的地方

今生唯一的归宿

再没有人可以像你那么爱我那么包容我那么了解我

我相信我也是你的唯一唯一你想呵护的我

就算世界一切都变了只有你和我永远都不会变

我们经历一切的波折从来没有停止我们的脚步

我爱你老公

* 为最爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事 *

I really need some space for me to breath and some caring to warm me up

2009-07-10T09:56:00.000-07:00

Finally today have submitted our IA assignment
It makes me missed QS lecture
grrr...how I gonna do my tutorials and do well in my exam?=(
I have promised that I will pay full attention on every lecture
attend every lecture,no more skip =D
Today thought can submit our assignment before 11am
but fate always playing us
In the end we submit our assignment on 2.30pm
If you saw 2 sopoh running to PA block
dont doubt on yourself, one of them was me xD
Luckily Wai Hoong can drive
if not how we gonna solve all the problems?sob
although we are in rush all the time
although there's some error
although fate is interupting us
although we have face many obtacles
although we done it last minute
BUT at least we did it nicely
I love our IA assignment
part of the reason is
all the invoices,credit notes,company's logo,cover were designed by me =D
don't praise me please,I will feel proud..xD
well,the stupid stationery shop have makes our files lost
we have lost the latest copy
what we have to do is re-correct all the errors and prepare our presentation asap!
what the..................=(

hmm thanks Wai Hoong,Siau Fang,Kar Yen and Phui Theng who have contributed in this
efforts from you are much appreciated =)

Just now went TS to have BBQ plaza with my dear and his family
It always be my favourite restaurant =D love it much
tomorrow are going to watch Ice age 3 with my dear dear~
looking forward it for so long
I can't wait to watch it since many ppl told me it is damn funny!!!!
and I want to finish all my tutorials during weekends!
so that I wont rush for it before the day I have tutorial
and have to start preparing for presentations,revisions
if have time have to update my old old posts =D
many thing many thing included this thing tat thing I have to do
arghh how come I so busy?
who can add me few more hours per day?=(
busy..busy..busy..since college started
who can understand my stress?I'm not smart as you think..

make thing so complicated

2009-07-08T20:03:00.000-07:00

9th July 2009
11.00 am

In college CITC again
"repairing" our IA assignment
feel frustrated
we thought we almost finish up our assignment
but why now only found that there's many problem?
hard to check,its too ocmplicated
the beginning was simple
but why now things go complicated?
tomorrow will be the deadline for submitting the assignment
do we manage to do it?I don't know..let's see..

11.30 is going to have ME turtorial
today time table is too pack
i dont think we have enough time to finish it
phew..

Unexpected,feel vexed

2009-07-03T07:44:00.000-07:00

something unexpect happened on Ling Ling Tua

I have dropped my phone into the college toilet bowl yesterday

dont ask me the process of grabbing it back

dont hope to recall at all =.=

during my M.economics lecture,i spend my time to remove all the diamond i stick on it

and rub the sticky dust with all my strength,finally it return to it's clean face =D

but in the afternoon,it commit suicide

memory card and sim card are succeccfully rescued

but my W580i have R.I.P

nyways,there's no any contact number in my sim card

now I know the reason

I have changed a new sim card because I shift to postpaid

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

so anyone who know bout this

PLEASE send me a msg so that I can get your contact number

or else,bye bye =D

yesterday night dear brought me to search for new phone

but the mobile phone's shops near my house have no stock for all the model

what the....

this morning there's no mobile phone for me to use

my previous motorola got some problem I think

so my dear lend me his iPhone =D

not bad to use

but i dont like touch screen,hard to type msg

basicly I prefer normal phone =D

somemore itsstress for me to use it

I really afraid that it will drop into toilet bowl

haih I'm really nervous everytime i enter toilet

I got "toilet bowl phobia" I think

just now my dear ask me to open my door

then I saw a box of thing at the floor

thanks dear

i didnt expect you will bought me a new phone that fast

I thought I will get it on sunday xD

he bought me a sony ericsson G705

thanks for deciding for me since I have no any idea for mobile phone

but I really miss my previous phone

I hate to change new phone T.T

although the 2 buttons of it spoilt but I still love it

changing new phone have to start everything from the beginning

I wan my previous phone T.T

and I dont hope to waste my dear's $$

$$ is not easy to earn

but no choice =(

nyways really thanks my dear

you will ready whatever I need at the right time

I love you so much <3

I'll appreciate everything you did for me

my only lao gong forever

dang dang my new phone

thanks bao beii

*friends , dont forget to inform me your contact number if u willing to

I don't have the strength to memorize all the contact number kay =D*

a random post in the early morning

2009-06-25T18:21:00.000-07:00

Friday 26/6
9.14 a.m.

just taken breakfast at our college's canteen
now online-ing with kar yen in the CIT Centre of college
waiting for our group members to come and complete our HE assignment
quite bored here
sleepy @@ wake up so early in the morning so that my mum can give me a ride
what should i do now?no any interesting web for me
so just posting some craps here
i'm so busy recently
maybe i have ignore ching ching and ji ji during this period
we seldom have chance to meet
i seldom contact you
coz i'm busy all the time recently
and how bout the free time?hmm i use it to sleep & rest as well
so maybe sometimes i can't reply you on time
and also always forgot to reply you
i'm sorry =(
but you are always in my heart <3

and i wanna to say "happy belated birthday" to my dear friend - Pinkynee
we are going to meet later
sorry that i'm unable to celebrate with you on time
but part of the reason is you have reserved that day for your lao gong =)
wish you stay happy and pretty always
sincerely hope that we can celebrate birthday together for every year
you are my precious friend =D
i love you and happy birthday <3

okayyyy i think we should complete our assignment now
ciaozz =D

Finally there's some time for me to breath

2009-06-25T05:44:00.000-07:00

Thursday 25/6

It's been long time i didnt update my blog
finally today i've settled many things included my Microeconomics test
how was it?hmm although i don't think that i can get full marks but its quite fine for me =D
and finally i'm able to relax my mind for ONE NIGHT
still got many stuffs waiting for me
after complete our Hubungan Etnik's assignment
there are Introduction to Accounting's assignment
English Language's cousework ( i'll get mad for this , still dont what should we act for)
Hubungan Etnik's Presentation
Quantitative Studies & Hubungan Etnik's TEST
Dancing Club Assignment & Level 1 Test- solo
it's too many stuff to do but i'm extremely lack of time!
have to finish these things within two weeks
What i'm really worry for are English's coursework and the dancing assignment+test
well,i'm really weak in Quantitative studies,my addmaths is worse
afraid of the test ALOT

i hope i can have more time to prepare all of it
unfortunately we have just 24hours per day =(
tomorrow are going to submit our HE assignment and discuss about our english coursework
good luck =)

since i have busy for this and that recently
i'm here to apologize to my dear 'cause i get angry easily when i'm in rush and can't solve the obtacles that i'm facing
thanks alot to dear for helping me that much
you're always there for me
but dont think that you didnt did anything wrong
you have dissapoint me again and again recently T.T
however
i love you as usual =)

hooray it's going to reach weekend !
but i think my weekends are busy like hell also =(
the update for the past two weeks is coming soon
ki dae ju sae yo =D

2009-06-15T05:25:00.000-07:00

Friday

wingji darling have planned a surprise birthday celebration for me and cian cian

thanks darling

although its too early for me and too late for cian xD
however,i really appreciate your efforts =D

after end my lecture at 1pm

i rush to take bus back to my home and start to prepare for the outing

ji ji reached my home around 2pm then we went to ts together by cab

its heaty for waiting cab at the bus stop coz they have cut off all the tree T.T

wtf of saving the Earth?you are the one who approved them to cut off the trees!!

ji ji skipped her tuition class for accompanying me since someone have failed to keep an appointment

we wanted to watch Monster vs Alien

unfortunately,its sold out for that showtime

at last we decided to take our lunch at BBQ Plaza

its good to have lunch set for individual

so i can have my beef set and ji ji can have her pork set ^^

someone who unexpected appeared

but he is in rush i think

dont wanna disturb him for bowling with his friends

we leaved and headed to 10th floor since ming them have not arrive yet

ji ji and me chatting at 10th floor

we does not chat for a long time

we didnt meet each other for so long..finally theres a chance for us to gather

we have infinity of topics

ji ji know that i'm unhappy

thanks for always there to comforting me..muackz <3

and i'm happy to heard that you have did it

really =)

finally we went to neway

happy to spend the time with all of you

although i'm really unhappy that day

but all of you have brighthen up my day =)

thanks so muchee

i really love ya'll

sorry that i have flip out for few times xD

you have swept my sadness away

i know you are trying to cheer me up

especially wong ming ming..you are just too funny ^^

this willl be a memorable day for me

especially when you singing birthday songs for me and cian

that moment really make us feel embarrassed xD

theres full of laughing voice around when we gather together

i really appreciate anyone of you

I LOVE YOU!!

and i love neway dinner buffet

there are infinity scallop and oyster for me!>.<

much better than greenbox

and they gave us extra 2 hours..omg

i love NEWAY!

precious card that made by my darling ji ji <3

hooray we are Gemini babies

thanks ji ji and grace for the presents =D

my darling <3

Chong and Lingz

we are happy family ^^

dang dang

Besties!!

with cute pose xD

me and ji ji ( grace singing )xD

love love <3

we are concentrating for cutting cake!

group pic...muackzzz

Love all of you

4th Tagged - by Moon Kuan

2009-06-09T07:05:00.000-07:00

1. Who are you?
* Ling Ling =)

2. Are we friends?
* My dearest babe~

3. When and how did we meet?
* Err not really remember actually =p the most important is NOW ma..

4. Did you like me at all?
* Yeah babe i laup euuuuuu~

5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
* "Zhao Cai Mao"~coz u really look alike xD

6. Describe me in one word.
* Laugh-loud !!!!!!!! ngek ngek

7. What was your first impression?
* Actually i dont like u at the first..i dunno why O.o..but knowing u deeper..i found that u are such a good person..u are not selfish at all and u treat friends sincerely...^^

8. Do you still think that way about me now?
* Of couse not...i love u so much now xD

9. What reminds you of me?
* Whenever i saw "zhao cai mao" in shops..i can see u everywhere..hehe

10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
* If you dont mind to accept my HEART~

11. How well do you know me?
* Hmm..i'm not really sure..u are not really telling me all aout yourself..=(

12. When's the last time you saw me?
* Whoo~~that day outside library..but too bad u cant talk with me..haha..

13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
* Babe seems you are going to forget me since we have different life now even int he same college..=(
i miss the time when we are taking spm results..we study together and overnight at your home before the exam..
i ask u dont sleep but finally u also sleep earlier than me..haha..lazy pig..xD..then we go take away nasi lemak as breakfast then ur mummy fetch us to school..that time was really happy
for me although we are stress...now all that was just memories for us..sometimes not me busy..actually im really free till i feel lonely when i am nothing to do..im not used to take innitiative to ask people out..im used to wait people ask me out..=( but u didnt..im sad T.T when i know u all go out but didnt ask me along im really down..haih..well i hope we can stil maintain our relationship..we live so near but we really seldom meet..when ask u out few times u also say u lazy and refused..so i'm unhappy sometimes..hope we are going to meet ba..call & sms me when u free..our bday coming soon o..if u wanna to celebrate together just call me..if u want T.T nyways im really happy to know u..u are a best friend to be with...anything need someone to talk to just find me..seems i found that im not really understand you..i hope to understand u more..love u <3

14. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say about you?
* okie i admit that i really dont understand this ques..lll

15. What is my best attribute?
* You always bring hapiness for us...happy go lucky =)

THE PERSON TAGGED
* have not reply*

Darren Lim Mun Wei
Babysiaozz Wai Bee
Kelvin Liew Siang Siang
Ching Ching
Summer chooi

3rd Tagged - by Pinkynee

2009-06-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

* Tagged by Pinkynee *

1. Who are you?

* I'm Ling Ling...I'm Ling Ling...=)

2. Are we friends?

* We are MORE MORE MOREeeeeee than friends!!!<3

3. When and how did we meet?

* When we are in Form 1..you're the one who sit behind me..

4. Did you like me at all?

* Nope i dont like you at all..coz i LOVE you..

5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

* Pink Panther Nee..you love pink so muchee

6. Describe me in one word.

* Small..feel that u are so small when im standing beside T.T

7. What was your first impression?

* Err...big eyes ba..

8. Do you still think that way about me now?

* Of course!ur eyes still big now =p

9. What reminds you of me?

* Pink..pink..pink..pink..pink..and of couse when i need someone..but im paiseh to find u =X

10. If you could give me anything what would it be?

* Care & Love whenever u need...

11. How well do you know me?

* Yea last time i know u very well..but due to the past of time and seldom chance for us to meet..we are getting far..and i dont have chance to understand you anymore..T.T

12. When's the last time you saw me?

* Yesterday~5th of june ^^ ( sure u dont know ler..coz u walk too fast..i cant call u =.= p/s : u wear too short to college hor..xD)

13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

* Sometimes i really feel 可惜 for our friendship..we are so close in form 1..but we have seperate since form 2..after that i feel that i cant mix with u anymore..i really hope that i have a time machine and return to our original relationship like in form 1..now we are not close at all anymore..even i will feel afraid n nervous when theres just two of us T.T i hope we are still best friend and im very thankful that what u have wrote for me in the post..when im lonely i will find you..of course u can too..i can acc you..but dont feel me fan T.T and really thanks that u will send me msg after reading my blog although we seldom cintact each other..do u rmb the msg u send me that u said u happy for me after reading my blog coz finally my mommy have accepted darren?honestly im really happy for that moment =) a simple msg can brighthen my life ^^ love uuuuu~ * opps too long.. =X tell u next time kay ^^ *

14. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say about you?

* Haiyo till now i cant understand this question T.T

15. What is my best attribute?

* Your sweet smile =)

THE PERSON WHO HAVENT REPLY MY TAG

* sob sob =( *

* Darren Lim Mun Wei

* Babysiaozz Bee

* Ching Ching

* Kelvin Liew Siang Siang

* Summer Chooi

* Moon Kuan

An Ordinary Friday

2009-06-06T05:18:00.000-07:00

Friday 5/6

today i have my Microeconomics tutorial

the tutor is damn funny and cute

unlike the QS tutor..he just talking with himself..=.=

althouogh he already 40 years old but he still hyperactive

especially his expression & response when he know one of our group student is his friend's daughter xD

thanks for his humour & active so that i wont fall asleep for this bored subject in the early morning

the last lecture for Friday-Quantitative Studies end at 1pm

i went to dear's mom home since i have promised my dear yesterday

i wanna to met up auntie..

chat with her and get the souvenirs that she bought during her Europe Trip

i decided to skip the replacement Introduction to Accounting lecture at 5-7pm

since its just similar as what i have studied in form 4

and i have finished my tutorial 2 LAST WEEK..ngek ngek *hardworking student*

but the most important is i LAZY to come back to college after 4 hours =.=

i damn sleepy ZzzZzzZzZz * bad student * xD

i decided not to take TARC buses to melati utama at the bus stop

since there are sooo crowed and i dont hope to squeeze as a sardin in the bus

(what for i bought 30 tickets?i didnt use once also)T.T

i hold up a cab and head to melati utama

the taxi driver keep talking to me during the journey

he even asked me go there for finding girl or boy

i answered him im going to find my friend's mother

he stated that if i answer Boy,he wont fetch me coz im still studying..

hahaha what the...

btw he also said that in college,girls are more than boys

so he worrying how the girls gonna get married since there are so little of boys?O.o

but he mentioned that muslim can married with 4 wifes..

while i told him that more than 1 wife is NOT ALLOWED for chinese

but the SIMPANAN one not counted xD

but he's kind and quite concern about young people

thanks huh malay uncle =)

the security for melati utama is quite strict now

coz recently there are many theft cases >.<

after reach there..

her mom get me many of chocolates that she bought

MANY....luckily i have stopped her if not she will give me more xD

omg im going to gain more weight T.T

i like all the choc that she bought

but i dont hope to suffer for diabetes and become a 80kg ling ling T.T

then she get me some of other souvenirs and also for my mommy

all the souvenirs are damn expensive when convert to RM =.=

a simple keychains can cost 20++ bucks in RM

thanks ya auntie..muackz <3

- pens from Bristish Library

- keychainsss..the L<3NDON one cost 20++ =.=

i'm unable to capture my mommy's souvenir coz i dont know here she keep xD

some brands can found in msia cant delicious as THEM!!>.<

y???

after that me.dear's bro and auntie

took our lunch

i love the fried chicken!!sooo nice >.<

after lunch auntie get us some cheese that bought from europe

and also the smoked cheese that look alike with sausage

omg its damn nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in msia we are quite hardly get to eat this kind of cheese

and seldom malaysians can accept the heavy taste of cheese

includes my family..so that i seldom have chance to consume cheese in my home

but i love it so much

thats why im fat =(

luckily im not living in auntie's home

coz guarantee i will become extremely fat since her house have plenty kinds of foods!

arghhh y all the food that i like also so fat de?=(

after that dear's bro offer me a ride to home

thanks =)

but the condition in car is damn freeze

coz i dunno what to talk with gor gor xD

well,after home i just lay on bed

within 5 mis i have fall asleep

yeah coz im too tired today

i waited this moment for such a long time =p

oh yeaaaaa nth much to say about after im awake

thats all

buai =)

* the huge butterfly/moth that appear at my home !!

dada afraid of it and not dare to get near it but keep seaching for it when it lost =.=

Tagged by Wingji Darling

2009-06-05T06:25:00.001-07:00

* Tagged by Wingji Darling *

1. Who are you?
* Ling Ling Tua here =)

2. Are we friends?
* Nope you are my darling >.<

3. When and how did we meet?
* Form 2 in 2 bakti..^^

4. Did you like me at all?
* I love you~<3

5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
* Wingji Darling ( you know the reason *shy* )

6. Describe me in one word.
* Thick? (eyebrows xD)

7. What was your first impression?
* Seriousness prefect ?

8. Do you still think that way about me now?
* Of course nope!!!

9. What reminds you of me?
* Loneliness..but you are dont want to choi me...=(

10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
* My precious heart ^^

11. How well do you know me?
* Who else can know you more than me?O.o

12. When's the last time you saw me?
* few weeks ago =(

13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
* Stop sad-ing for him..i dont like u sad for his stuff >.< you shud put more concern on me!!

14. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say about you?
* Not really understand this ques =X

15. What is my best attribute?
* Lucky..coz u have me xD

Please pay attention , you are TAGGED !

Tagged,

Wingji Darling <3

Darren Lim Mun Wei <3

Babysiaozz Bee <3

Ching Ching <3

Kelvin Liew Siang Siang <3

Pinkynee <3

Summer Chooi <3

Moon Kuan <3

Tagged by Baabysiaozzz

2009-06-05T06:06:00.000-07:00

* Tagged by Babysiaozzz Wai Bee *

1. Who are you?
* Ling Ling Tua here =)

2. Are we friends?
* Nope i'm your master!! ( previous T.T)

3. When and how did we meet?
* When i'm form 2 or 3 i think?O.o

4 . Did you like me at all?
* Of course ^^

5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
* Bee Bee ( sounds like BB,its cute )

6. Describe me in one word.
* Nice. =)

7. What was your first impression?
* Sexayyyy ( you wear so sexay when i saw you in AP primary skol xD )

8. Do you still think that way about me now?
* Nope..you are cute ^^

9. What reminds you of me?
* Pink!!

10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
* Teddy bear ( suits you )

11. How well do you know me?
* Not really well =(

12. When's the last time you saw me?
* Long time ago...

13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
* I hate pink color? xD

14. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say about you?
* Not really understand this ques =X

15. What is my best attribute?
* cuteeeeeee =)

Miss Lonely Tua

2009-05-31T04:19:00.000-07:00

Sunday 31/5

time flows so fast and without alert

today already the last day for May

more half month will be a Big day for me

but maybe not for others la kay =(

well,today i get up early in the morning

for taking breakfast with my mommy

i suggested " Best One Seafood Noodles House " which near my house

since i wanna try it from long time ago but always forgetten

the seafood noodles cost us 10.80 bucks per bowl

but it is worth

coz its tasty and contains plentiful of seafood

oyster,abolone slice,SCALLOP!,crabmeat,fishballs,prawns,meatball,squids an else

the most imprtant is.they are FRESH =)

see my mom smile like a kid when facing camera =)

my tomyam seafood noodle..yum

whoo my love love scallop =)

After breakfast

mommy fetched me to LRT station

coz i wanna go to KLCC and give my dear surprise ^^

i find him for lunch without informing him again

taking public transport is so lonely

i got my driving license last month buy why im still lack of courages to drive on the road?T.T

i wanna improve my driving skill ASAP!!!

i reach there 5 mins earlier than dear's lunch time

i walked to his counter n said : excuse me?

he was on the line that time..he raise his head and saw me standing in front of him

he was shock!so cuteeeeeeeee >.<>

he always curi curi looking at me la..dont think that i dunno xD

me and dear went sushi king again

he loves sushi king..y arr?=.= i already bored with it actually haha

dear took many pics for me ( foreced by him ) xD

but most of the pic uglyyy coz of my FAT BIG UGLY face T.T

dear so bad..he always focus my big face and dunno how to catch my angle ..haha

dear ordered his favourite terriyaki udon udon again

i just eaten some ala carte since i just finished my breakfast not long ago

a happy n enjoyable lunch time =)

yeah my orange ice cream ^^

me and dear dear <3

one of my favourite!!!!!!

after accompany my dear back to his workplace

i went back by lrt and bus eventhough he forced me to take taxi xD

hey lrt and bus are safer than taxi okie?

while in the bus..suddenly i felt lonely

feel like going out with chingu but seems no one there for me

really no one

what is my position in everyone's heart?

not important and easily ignored?i cant get the answer

i'm really lonely at that moment

need someone to comfort me

but theres no one

feel like im losting the world

or the world gave up on me

i know its not that serious but

sometimes the feelings can knock me down easily

" when satan mocks,and friends turn to foes,it's feel like evrything is out to make lose control"

well i did something im not suppose to do again

i dont have enough strength to stop myself

well,i understand it clearly now

so that will be the last time..its true

although the loneliness almost swallow me

but i didnt make any call to my dear to overcome my loneliness

he is working and im not suppose to disturb him

i should not affect his work coz of my stupid feelings

eventhough i hope that he is besides me

so that i wont feel that im ALONE

everytime i thought that myself can easily walk out from the feelings

turn negative to positive

change my mind..be happy always

and dont too persistant for those thing

but its hard..i will back to the original position once i meet frustration

im trying hard to walk forward

but im failed

i need supports..but i cant get it

i know my dear always supporting me..

but i know u are tiring for many things..

i dont hope to increase his burden

i should be independent

but im tired....im really lack of confidence

sometimes maybe im smiling in front of u

but u wont know im dropping my tears when im alone

feel like slapping myself for writting so many craps xD sowiee

after that i took bus back to genting klang

meet up kuan and talk alot of craps at kfc without ordering anything

coz too many ppl queue-ing up =.=

happy to met her coz we didnt meet each other for a long time

even in the same college we also unable to meet up haih

since we are taking different course =(

miss my frenz alot

its kinda down when there's no any close frenz to study together

y ji ji darling not coming with me >.<

i miss the time we study together

we are in the same class for 4 years and work together =(

y fate wanna to seperate us?haha

without her im always lost becuase i dont know how to recognize road xD

i publish this post kinda late,today ady friday

coz im just got the pics from my dear

iPhone is useless..unable to bluetooth stuffs xD

till now i cant understand why a high-tech mobile phone doesnt have bluetooth function

so he have to transfer into pc and save them into thumbdrive for me

thanks bao bei =) muackz

thats all ~ ciaoooooo

Weekend~

2009-05-25T03:43:00.000-07:00

Saturday

phew~its weekend!!xD

i get up early in the morning

coz i decided to attend 2nd audition for Talentime Nite

of course my dear go with me coz he off

he is able to enter the college coz he have the almost EXPIRED student ID xD

i'm really nervous

its totally hard to sing in the morning T.T

so the first song i sing sucks la haih

im nervous..i cant sing as usual

whatever

i have to stand for it till my audition is finished

* my dear taken for me while waiting for audition

* yeah my car!!!!xD

me and dear head to pavilion for moviee after audition

we choose the earliest showtime for Night At the Muzeum 2

that is 1215

after purchasing tickets we went food court for our breakfast + lunch

of course the korean cuisine SAM SAM is my first choice

while dear choose Little Wok

i ordered sun dubu jigae and teokbokki

really happy to eat them~luv it luv it <3>

* dang dang my plentiful of foodssss =p

Night at the muzeum 2 quite nice oo

exaggerated than the the 1st episode xD

the setting was based on the biggest muzeum in the world

looking forward for it so long and glad that it doesnt dissapoint me

i think it would be the best movie for me that i watched for year 2009

i dont know whats others comment

but for me,a movie that can make me feel touching,humour,fun,plenitude n interesting

will be a nice movie =)

recommanded rate : ***** (5 stars!! max)

* Me and BB~ - edited by using dear's iPhone - same as puri puri huh =)

went back home earlier coz have to attend a Barbeque party that held at huiee's house

before bbq we acc summer for his dinner =)

i think i will not attend any bbq party again

its really heaty and tiring T.T

roast a little foods by using plenty of time and sweating all the time

somemore have stand for my hunger xD

feel like fry them straightly

its more fast and nice

coz when we bbq the foods,we dunno whether the foods are cooked or not ==

many foods especially chicken wings faileddddddd T.T

luckily i didnt get diarrhea

i rather eat steamboat xD

but enjoyed alot with them..

they're nice =)Mafia game

very fun laaaa

especially when playing but im afraid that next time no one will believe in me ady

they said me become 2nd suet >.<

aiyoo like this only fun ma the game

if all silent silent not nice dy lo right =)

im sorry for not helping huiee them to clean up all the thing

coz its already 12am and im responsible to send my darling,kuan n yakee home earlier

of course my dear drive la xD

cindereallas xD

gotta miss them

all of us started a new life

even some in the same college also doing the different course

will not meet often anymore

miss ya

* love all of u <3

bee yiang , jeanne , luvlynn , suet yee , cyen , kaisin , suet , huiee

wingji , lingz , kuan , yakee

* ChiNgU eVa *

* oh yea i failed my audition

coz they didnt contact me T.T

maybe i'm still not good enough

however it is

im not regret

because at least i tried

i found courages in myself =) *

Adjustment to college life

2009-05-25T01:54:00.000-07:00

Friday

went ATCL which held at the hostel of tarc
for what?to adjust our life in college lar =p

im going with friends

thought that will be fun

in fact its quite fun but super TIRED!!

the games are really tiring...

my muscles pained for few days weh T.T

get to know few new friends there

hmm as a leader for Group 2

i was embarassed for not leading them to get the higest marks

we got the lowest marks among all the groups T.T

and even one of our group member fell down and get serious injures once the games starts

i'm sowieeee~>.<

err one of the games was passing the balloon and at the end have to make it burst

i dont know how should i explain but i hate this game alot!!!

its unforgettable..its like a haze for me =.= damn!

i enjoyed the last game

we have to play " Scissors,paper,stone" with the another groups

the group who wins can throw a giant dice

these dices are so dangerous!they got negative numbers u know?!

then u have to follow the numbers to move forward or backward

im the 1st who play

got 6!!!!!lucky huh xD

the senior who paly with me,im paiseh la..everytime also me win..dunno why =p

finally we won!!!but im shocked when i saw our group's overall marks is the lowest

why?=(

whatever la..as long as we enjoyed right?^^

btw the time for sharing session was too short

doesnt enough time for sharing..grrrrrr

group 2 members

bor yang,reason(senior),michael,irene(senior),lingz

-(daisy,siew fei,candy went back edy..& one of the member who get injures has sent to first aid society )

frenzz

lingz,xin yi(sabah),kai sin,cyen,cyndi(selangor)

lingz,cyndi,xin yi,cyen,kai sin

senior (sorry i forgot his name >.<)

after ATCL
xin yi acc me to the audition for Talentime Night

that was the last day for audition

and i went for last minute

although im extremely afraid

but i will regret if i dont have a try

i didnt ready at all

at least i tried

so that i wont regret

and i dunno i have to sing 2 chinese songs and 1 english song =p

so i have to sing under an unprepare condition

i pass the 1st audition

due to the time was late

i choose to go for 2nd audition on saturday morning

once i back to home

i fall asleep once i lay on my bed

its extremely tired!!!i cant even control my hands and legs well ..sob

tat all for friday

buai buai =)

我会好好的

2009-05-19T06:31:00.000-07:00

我会好好的 - 王心凌

我会好好的花还香香的

时间一直去回忆真美丽

我是想着你一直想着你

你在我心底变成了秘密

不要说你爱我你想我

如果你的心里没有这么做

只是勉强的敷衍我

我知道了会很难受

我要你默默走不回头

我会清楚明白你要的是什么

勿须勉强的安慰我

说奇怪的理由

到现在还是深深的深深的爱着你

是爱情的友情的都可以

那是我心中的幸福

我知道它苦苦的

到现在还是深深的深深的爱着你

是爱情的友情的都可以

那是我心中的幸福

我知道它苦苦的

要给你远方的祝福

我知道它苦苦的

* its enough....*

不要傷害倒追你的女孩

2009-05-18T23:57:00.000-07:00

i just saw this post at my friend's blog

i wonder who wrote this article

i think that must be a girl who had get hurt in LOVE

it's too real..its too touch

it may dedicated to many girls

included....***

check out

maybe u can undertands my feelings right now after reading this article

* guys may unable to understand the feelings

but i believe all the girls do *

不要傷害倒追你的女孩

每個女孩子其實都很清楚知道的

選擇愛自己的人才會不受傷

去追自己愛的人一定會受傷一定會心痛

因為每個人都告訴過她「主動的女孩不會被珍惜的」

然而，她還是會因為喜歡你鼓起勇氣

告訴你她對你的依戀

還是像飛蛾撲火一樣為你受傷為你付出

男孩子一定要清楚地知道

其實倒追你的她

絕不是一個沒有人愛的女孩

她身後會有很多仰慕者

她只是想把握自己心裡的愛

因為她是那麼認真對待愛情的人阿

也許對別的人來說，你就是一個很普通的人

可是對於她來說就算你有那麼多的缺點

她也全部包容，願意留在你身邊

不管現在的你是否一無所有

也許她會是你一生不會再遇到第二次的女孩

也是笨拙的你怎麼努力都追不到的那種好女孩

是失去了以後再也找不回來的天使

她曾經是無淚的天使遇見你，

為了你放棄了無淚的天堂

每個女孩一生也許只有那麼一次鼓起勇氣來愛一個男孩

如果你生命中遇到過這樣的女孩

如果你可以做到就請珍惜她

就像所有其他男孩子珍惜一個女孩子一樣珍惜她

如果你心裡曾對她動過心，曾經心疼她，

就請好好珍惜她不要把她的心

傷害成她自己再也無法拼接的碎片

不要總是說對她愧疚

不要總是告訴她，

你永遠想念她

可知道她的勇氣是拼盡全力換來的

只為說出那幾個字，已然用盡所有

如果不是那麼愛你

她不會傻到放下身邊很多優秀的男生去向你表白

如果不是那麼在乎你

她不會不顧家人的反對要和你在一起

如果不是把你當作最後的賭注

她會不要自己的尊嚴

請珍惜她

也許你一輩子也不會再遇到這樣為了你放棄尊嚴的女子

也許你是她第一個也是最後一個願意放下尊嚴的男人

因為她也怕受傷阿

所以，珍惜她

也許你會覺得沒有了自己的男子漢氣魄

但請相信你得到的會遠遠超出你認為失去的東西

其實你並不會失去什麼請尊重倒追你的女孩，

因為她值得你這麼做。

她的勇敢她的決然她的氣魄

都是你無法想像的

她比你勇敢她比你堅強甚至比你瀟灑

擁有這些優秀品質的女孩難道不值得你去愛?

請珍惜倒追你的女孩

因為你在還沒有注意到她的時候

她已然深深的愛上了你

她默默的念著你

裝作不在乎的打聽著關於你的一切

然後了解你的愛好和夢想

努力成為能夠配得上你的人

為此你不知道她付出了多大的努力

也許是開始關心起你的愛好

比如籃球這類她本不擅長的運動

皆因為你而拼命學習也許是開始減肥

男生都不知道，減肥是一件多麼需要毅力的事情

如果一個女生因為你而減肥成功

那麼你就可以考慮娶她

因為各種艱苦汗水淚水都是絕對的證明

也許是開始打探你的各樣聯繫方式

因為她希望能夠與你有更多的接觸

也許是開始關注你所關注的事情

因為她不想在思維上跟不上你

你知道一個女生要擁有飛蛾撲火般的勇氣要累積多久嗎

所以你一定要有耐心等待那個真正愛你的女孩，好嗎?

你可知道她需要背負什麼樣的心理包袱嗎?

她難道就沒有考慮過如果被你拒絕後

她怎麼來面對剩下的局面嗎?

她不怕被朋友們所笑話嗎?

你知道一個女生要從你身上轉移開注意力需要多久嗎?

有一句話說：一見鍾情的往往是男人，而一往情深的往往是女人。

你知道讓一個女孩放棄一個心愛的男生

是可以做怎樣的比喻嗎

如果你知道一個詞叫做骨肉分離

便知道了她只是想像一個普通的小女孩一樣待在所愛的男孩身邊，不要離開也沒有遺憾

* 如果有一天她帶著傷成碎片的愛離開一切就再也來不及了

-- THE END --

* i gave my heart , you tear it apart *

AcCiDeNt

2009-05-18T06:38:00.000-07:00

Sunday

my dear offday

we dunno where to go so i just suggested go 1U

my dear driving..so cuteee ^^

our breakfast/lunch - my favourite A&W waffles!!!

we watched the movie - Sell Out -

u rmb?the advertisement on TV which with the song "you're not my type"

erm i dunno how should i comment this movie

i dont even know what the director wanna to express through this movie

soooo...i understand why there are so little of audience

someone asked me that what is the story about

sorry la..I DUNNO xD

i'm confused through out the movie =.=

i'm still blurrr then the movie suddenly end

the only interesting parts are the singing parts

some songs and the poem are quite meaningful

u can check out the lyrics they're meaningful

if not mistaken all the lyrics are written by the director

after movie we went for shopping

the first place i went is Padini Concept shop

since there is member presale from 16th - 21 may!!!!!!

but unfortunately i didnt grab any cloth there..=(

but my dear have bought a leather jacket with 70% discount

after discount just around 100..so worth!!

nvm la i still got the PDI birthday postcard which can get 30% discount ^^

after that went forever 21

i tried few dress..i like one of the dress

but they dont have smaller size

usually i wear M but forever 21 is based on western country sizes

i need S but S was out of stock =.=

i dont have the mood to shoppin yesterday

its weird.maybe i'm tired

so i want my dear bring me to korean village at ampang to take our dinner ^^

Darlingz in the house =)

i'm looking forward for my korean cuisine dinner

the way from 1U to ampang was quite far

so i fall asleep on car

suddenly an impact and a very loud sound makes me awake

i asked my dear whats going on

he told me that he hit the red wira

omgggg...

haih took so long time to settle down

my dear's car doesnt get much hurt..just the right front light is broken

citreon hit a wira

of course wira get much hurt

the 2 doors of the wira even unable to close tight

they found some ppl to check the price for repairing their car

ard 2,3 thousand something

its totally not reasonable

so at last decided report to police

my dear went police station this morning

have to pay 300 bucks of saman

and maybe the P licence have to gantung?

still not sure yet..hope everything is fine

actually is my fault also coz i shudnt fall alseep

i should chit chat with my dear so that he wont feel sleepy

sorry owh T.T

i've try my best to comfort my dear

whatever happen

i'll be with u dear..i'm by your side all the time

love u..muackz ^^

of course our plan to korean village have to cancel

we just take our dinner at Cola Club

i ordered tomyan and my dear had lamb chop

maybe the tomyam makes my teeth infection more serious

i cant consume foods that are hard and i cant even sleep well for the whole night T.T

but i have to get up for the orientation

BORED

hope tomorrow will be more interesting

is time to acc my dear
he gotta back home ard 11pm
coz my mommy keep ngam-ing us that we always sleep so late

we are compulsary to sleep earlier so the thing wont happen again T.T

ciaooozzzz =)

my dear's car after getting hurt

yin li's birthday

2009-05-12T00:44:00.000-07:00

yin li's birthday is on 10th if may

since that day many of us have to celebrate mother's day with family

she decided to celebrate her birthday with us on 8th of may ( friday )

we went her house at shah alam

..such a long journey xD

her mom cooked dinner for us

so nice so many dishes and so romantic ( her mommy decorates by candles and petals )

after dinner thanks yin li to wash the bowls and plates for us
birthday girl hv to wash for us..bu hao yi si neh >.<

after dinner we took video by using videocam xD

i think we are too stupid & silly haha

i didnt watch the videos yet

but i believe it sure damn funny =.=

all of us keep camwhoring

to keep those memories

and we run here and there like monkeys

since her house soooooo big xD

finally the blow cake time

we used hands to eat =p

after finish the cake

we hide all the presents and her to find out

we keep giving hints neh haha

i think yin li was touched and surprise ba ^^

after that we gamble

of course we are not naughthy kids

we use mahjong chips to play nie=p

now we know the feeling of SHOW HAND

then we playing the mafia game again

funny la especially suet suet

the condition was hard to control when vote for who are the mafias

everyone good in acting huh...ngek ngek ngek

we keep receiving complaints from yinli's mommy and yinli coz we are too noisy

sorry ya >.<
hard to keep quiet coz we are monkeys xD

finally about 4 sumthg few of us decided to sleep

but i really cant fall asleep so i wake up and joined few of them who playing cards

then ya kee turn to awake

then when we chatting..suet awake and joined us pulak xD

after that all of them wake up
finally no one wanna to sleep =p

after a long~~~~~~~~~~long time

finally all of us kept quiet n sleep

that time already 7 morning haha

all of us have to wake up at 830

hard to awake too tired la T.T
after ready yinli's parents and sis fetched us for taking breakfast

i order "zhu yok yun fan" and the worker asked me to eat on MONDAY coz that day dont have

what theeeeee...............................(that day was saturday)

i'm so free to come shah alam for eating your noodles on MONDAY?!

angrynya meeeeee!!!!!

after that yinli's parents fetched us to lrt station

thanks uncle auntie and jie jie =)

nice memories for us ^^

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YIN LI

dont forget we love u ooo

muakczzzzzzzzz

frenz foreva =)

nice dinner =)

this is how the cake look like at the beginning...

become like this xD

we are happy family =)

it's lame,but we are happy ^^

before leaving me n suet took photo outside the house =p

before leaving ^^

happy mama day =)

2009-05-06T23:20:00.001-07:00

happy mama day for all the mama =)
we celebrated mother's day yesterday
since sunday every place will be crowded
plus my sista off on wednesday

we went klcc chili's
before going i really no mood
noon i've just taken my medicine
oh gosh i forgot that those medicine will makes me feel sleepy
and i have to make the card for my mommy
just make it simple coz really lack of time =(
of course i straightly fall asleep once got up the car xD
reached klcc so fast..i wanna sleep longer =(

after reached still wi wang wang
but semangat when the foods reached xD
so full la after dinner =.= too much of foodsssss
my mum bad laaa
keep asking me dont eat so much since i gained on weight
T_______________________T
what present we gave to mommy?
xD of course........................
cash!!!$$
my mommy owned everything
she only love cash xD

no more space to put =.=

put all the stuff on this

roll up and eat..so full =.=

me & dear dear ( me still sleepy xD)

we are happy family =)

For mommy~
the empty spaces are reserved for my eldest sis ping ping,eden and keeyin
waiting ping back from UK =)

wish all the mama in the world

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

mother have sacrifice many things for their children

tell your mom that YOU LOVE HER

MOMMY , I LOVE YOU =)

rushhh dayyy

2009-05-06T06:47:00.000-07:00

went sing k and movie with ex colleagues
we suppose to start singing at 3pm
but i have late due to many reasons
one of it was i have to see doctor
so the whole morning i was unhappy
i hate the feeling of IN RUSH
i really hate
i hate to be late
i'll get angry easily once i am in rush
dear fetched me to ts
almost 3.30pm only i reach neway
wingji went out to bring me in
she asked me whats happen
i know my face really looks sad
but i can't control
i unable to force myself to smile
until i entered the k room
i can't hold back the tears from rolling down
sorry for scared all of you
but me nothing
just suddenly lost of control =)
i'm fine after i sing few songs
i really love singing =)
horhor even 4 hours also not enough for us to sing =p
high~
sorry to chong coz he seems bored

sorry for ming & cian coz keep u waiting
coz our sing k time have extended =p
well,chong LOST after sing k =.=
i thought he went to meet cian & ming
but then when we met ming & cian
i'm shocked
coz chong was not with them
omg..his handphone have no more battery ==
how we gonna find him
we seperate to search for CHONG
at last,luckily wingji saw him
phew....so lucky..
times square so big also we can meet xD

its lack of time so we couldnt take our dinner
so just went McD take away to bring in cinema (shhhhhhh...)
we watched "wolverine"
quite nice & cool =)
but i dont like the ending
he forgot all the thing =(
when we enter the cinema and hv our seats
i look backwards
omg
makes me think of the "coming soon" 's scene =.=
scary la >.<

before the movie starts

three of us =)

me and grace graceee

ji ji darling & me

心诗

2009-05-04T03:31:00.000-07:00

过于执着会变成一种负累

你的态度

只会像在阳光下闪耀着诡异光芒的玻璃碎片

把累了的心割得伤痕累累

你在乎吗

放开

你我都会好一点

该醒了

在受到伤害前

人只要有能力再往前踏一步

心应该就可以变得更强

这一颗遍体鳞伤的心

不会再懦弱

不会再退缩

不会再流出一滴血泪

它爱过

那就够了

它会往前继续它未完成的旅程

付托于

它应该栖息的地方

妥协

2009-05-04T02:19:00.000-07:00

妥协

你总爱编织谎言我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍
才发现是你的心太野
你划定楚河汉界我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想在为你掉泪
我了解不会变不再徘徊
开始自己的明天
爱到妥协到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒我躲在我的世界

phew..battery charged

2009-05-03T09:44:00.000-07:00

today is sunday
finally a day for me to rest and relax
no hanging out
except accompany mommy to take breakfast in the early morning in segambut
didnt go there eat for a long time dy
afta breakfast we visited mom's bro home
but only my cousin at home
played with her new born baby
omg soooo cuteeeee
he is not afraid of strangers
i scare to face those baby who cried loud when strangers touch them
his name keith tan
really cute laaa
like to stare at you then laugh xD
so bad my 2nd sis cant meet him~
his mommy told us that keith will smile to pretty girls but wont to look at fei po wor
wahhhh only 6 months already know recognize leng lui ar
then shud i feel happy that he keep staring at me?lol xD
then we went my cousin's new home
they are shifting in soon
their kitchen and toilet niceee
and i like their baby fan too
its kind of mini fan(smaller than usual)
have to copy some of their idea for my new home xD

time to go home
i lay on my bed and fall asleep once i reached home xD
i'm really pig ==
wake up after 2 hours something~
then read my comics
then finally got time to update my blog
posted many new post
check out!!
some in rush so just upload very few photos and wrote so messy
lets check out my facebook
and for the post " leaved u mobile"
actually tat day i have wrote very long and uploaded many pics
but when i publish the post
all gone and leave blank
omg ==
i give up
so just write short short and upload 1 pic nie xD

hooray now my battery was charged!!
get enough rest ady =p
eric asked me to go kelly service wf him 2ml
but sorry i'm lazy and tired
sorry =(
i need rest for now
i hanged out everyday since end my work
if i continue like this sure i'll fall sick(but i'm gonna hang out on tues and wed again =.=)
omg omg omg omg
what i hope for now is
my flu and cough faster GET FAR AWAY from me!!!T_________T
ok is time for me to read my comicssss xD
ciaozzzzz

surprise??^^

2009-05-03T09:08:00.000-07:00

saturday morning i accompany my mommy to jinjang market
eventhough jinjang market is far from my home but mommy love there
long time didnt acc mommy to market dy
sorry ya mom~xD
i have to force myself to get up although really sleepy
i'm responsible to push the trolley for my mommy
omg its hard to control =.=
my mommy did it well than me since she have used to the trolley
haha i move very slow..useless ==
after market-ing went breakfast at a shop that recommend by mom
in my oipnion..the food..okok larh..
i'm pro in foods weh xD
then we went bec home
i was so free and nothing to do
so i have an idea
i decided to give my dear a surprise
i check out his break time and ready to find him
he doesnt know im going to find him
i'm just cheated him that i;m going to R2 comic shop
and he believe it xD
hmm long time didnt take public transport alone ady
quite lonely
and i cant listen songs coz i forgot to bring my mp3 and my phone was low battery!!T.T
i took taxi to wangsa maju
and took lrt to klcc

afta reach klcc i found maxis centre
but i decided to go toilet to check out my look 1st xD
then i went bec to maxis
sudd he called me that time maxis centre was vacuuming and was very loud
but seems my baby too stupid =p
he cant even realise i'm in the same place with him
then i walk around and search for him
finally i found
at that time only he saw me..
hehe i sit there and wait for him
he very serious towards his job oo
friendly to the customer also
love him >.<
but i now u curi curi tengok me oo xD

wait till his break time we went lunch together
baby wanna eat sushi king so i acc him nor
i ordered a udon and he order a curry beef omelet rice
we ate some sushi and waiting for our foods but
afta a long time why my foods havent reach?
ask the waitress check out she said more 5 mins
ok i wait
after MOre than 5 mins baby's rice reach..but mine?
baby ask me to eat his but i dontwan
lastly i cant bear for it dy since my baby's break hour is going to end
i ask the waitress to check out again
she told me another 5 mins
i said i have wait for it for half an hour!
she went in kitchen and told me wait for LAST 5 mins
well no chance anymore
i straightly cancel my meal
i dont like to eat in rush
baby said me so fierce towards them
got mer ? ==
i'm consumer weh
this is their fault
their working attitude worse and not efficient
i pay them for let me waiting ar?
i rather dont eat
KLCC sushi king >> out of my list from now
then send baby back to his work place
he gave me 20 bucks and ask me to go back by taxi
but i took lrt for only 2 bucks xD
earned 18 bucks =p my dear was so happy
coz is the 1st time i took lunch with him
since he start working there
muackz love u dear =)
i know u worry me go and back alone
but as long as u happy ^^

afta that i went alpha angle and wait for mommy
she wanna get the electronic cooking pan that she sent to repair
then we go bak home together luu~
omg a tired day again..haha..

my favourite too
but not so fresh =(

err new menu
but not nice =.=

tired day

2009-05-03T07:11:00.000-07:00

friday morning ching ching wake me up at 9am

i ask for extra half an hour
she waited half an hour and start disturb me again =.=
haih no choice
i can just get up although i'm really tired
the yee ching are u human?
slept on 3am but get up so early
i forced to wake up coz she have to go back home earlier
she have to appear in front of her mum
then noon she wan to go out again
see naugthy betul =p
then i go wake my baby dear luu~
he slept so tight
sure too tired for the last night
he called his mommy once he wake up
then he told me 1030 have to get ready and go out
tat time already 0950 ==
then they two scolded me and ask me make it fast T.T
haih i really tired ler
y forced me go out neh

after bring ching ching to taxi station
me and dear went to sungeiwang
took kfc as breakfast and wait for his mommy and gorgor
his gorgor went low yat buy laptop and 3 of us shop in sgwang lo
but i have no mood to shop at all
i'm lack of energy
although many nice clothes nice shoes in front of me me also no response
really tired ==
they took lunch at Nam Heong chicken rice but me just drink a bowl of soup only
haha i now its weird for me not eating
haih my cough and running nose is getting serious!!!!T_______________T
the only yhing that i interested was a kind os dessert that made by durian
i wanna take it for a long time dy
so my dear dear bought it for me ^^
i love DURIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hooray
since i'm really weak
we went back ealier
back to dear's mommy's home to rest
i slept almost 3 hours at there=p
dear dear come accompany me sleep after 1hour
xD sweet sweet
after that i gained bec my energy!!!!xD
thats y i said SLEEP really important for me~

then at nite we went HOMETOWN steamboat
yeah my another favourite food ever~
niceeeee although i sweat alottt..
hmm a tired day again~
when my flu and cough can recover..haih..
i cant sing now..=(

fast fast recover na >.<

dang dang~

the yellow are durian

green are mango

recommend durian!!!

coz i love durian alotttttttt

dear dear and me

me and dear dear oooo

meet chingzz

2009-05-03T06:20:00.000-07:00

thursday went sing k with ching ching
we didnt meet since cny
miss her alot
finally she holiday me also stop working =)
we sing k at neway times square
omg y i cant get rid of ts although i stop working at there?O.o
we sing 11- 2 with a very very very reasonable price!!!
u guess how much is it?
dang dang ~ rm5 ++
three of us sing k for 3 hours and just cost rm17++
somemore thats salad buffet for us
luckily we didnt choose another packages
if not sure kena trap..hmph
the buffet quite many things to eat ooo
porridge ( arghh my favourite food ever )
salad
spaghetti
soups
fried rice
fried lou xu fan
fruits
wahhh..all these just cost us rm5
of course i ate alot coz i'm really hungry since i wake up
ching and wingji keep complaining i eat non stop
and eat eat eat once stop singing =.=
me hungry ma..sobsob..

this promotion is for members
luckily i got member card from my sis~thx ya~
nex tuesday we're going sing k again
hope the promotion still on
haih i will just pay to eat
since i'm coughing and get flu =.=
so sadddd

we met ming ming and cian$ after sing k
after that we went bbq plaza
then ching decided to overnite at my house
coz she dont feel lazy to go back home
hehe after that sure my lao gong came to fetch us back luu
before and after fetching wingji home
lao gong let me try to drive his car
his citreon is damn heavy laaa=.=
he keep scolding me stupid
haih
u thought ur car is kancil meh!!!!!!>.<
i just pass my driving test on tuesday weh!!!!
at last i get angry dy..
i stopped and get out from car
go back my own place and ask himself to drive
blekkkkkkkkk

at nite
at first we planned to watch midnite movie
after checking showtimes ching ching said she dunwan to go coz she is tired
omg how old are u?xD
then we planned to go sri rampai night market looo
when we reach sri rampai
theres no parking
then suddenly we decided to go for movie
omg ==
then we drive to pavilion lo
haih we found that only left first row for Xmen wolverine
and the other movies are too late
finally
we decided to go back
we just reached pavilion for 10 mins but lao gong pay rm 6 for parking
then we back to cola club to yamcha luu
the go back home my lao gong cook maggie for me hehe
that teh yee ching keep talking phone with...=.=
very annoying la u teh yee ching!!!xD

finally is the time for sleep
chat with ching
chat about you too
get hurt once again
finally now i decided to forget all the past
forget all about it
wont ever think of you anymore
we fall asleep around 3 something
ard 6..lao gong wake me up and bring me medicine
coz i scare i will sorethroat in the next morning
so he feed me medicine and bring me water at midnite
thx ya dear T___________T love uuuuuuuuuuu mucheeeee
happy to meet ching and can chat with her
i really need someone to talk bout tat with =)
love u oo
when u want overnite with me again wor sui po
bu dont complain my sleeping gesture anymore =.=
i have rugi lor T.T
wah a long long dayy

3 of us

neway toilet

neway room

we take police car to dating ~

got so lucky bo?!

2009-05-03T04:51:00.000-07:00

wednesday went shopping with my 2nd sis
oh my god i ahev wasted so much money on shopping T.T
see see my maybank account
arghh going to bankrap la
luckily i dont have atm card for public bank account
coz i dont know how to take out my $$ from bank

press number > queue up > sign?quite waste time hor

i just know how to withdrawal by using atm machine =.=
thats why i can keep $$ in public bank!!!xD
oops crap again

we park the car at ts and shop ts 1st
when we wanna move to sungeiwang from ts
we have to cross over a bridge right
under the bridge
a girl gave us someting like coupons and ask us to open
mine just have a THANK YOU
so i just sign on it and pass back to them
but my sis one have a silver circle..totally different from mine
then that girl and boy starts refering to a file
the silver one = my sis have got the grand prize
there's ard 10 prizes
they stated that we have to follow them to the office and scan the circle to get the number
only we know what will we got
mostly is a toyota car
the smallest prize will also cozt rm5000
and they can also get comission
BUT
will you believe?=.=
they keep persuading us and said that its true
so my sis had make a call to her bf
her bf said he will ask the driver from his company to check out that place
coz theres too dangerous for me and my sis to go
ok
so that 2 person just give us their company's address and ask us to go ourselves
since we are not believe in them
phew..finally i can leave that place =.=
at last
the driver didnt go coz raining
nyways
just forget about it laaa
rather lose a toyata than kena fraud laaa xD

then we continue our shopping~
bought few new clothes
ehehehehe
but still feel lack of clothes =.=
girls always bought things without think carefully
and regret after that
haihz
thats why they said female's money is easy to earn..haha

besides
i bought masks
many many years didnt touch mask jor lor
since my skin is getting worse i think
T.T
maybe make up too often haih
and now come out a pimple on my nose
omggggg how can
so i should start take care of it
usually i'm too ignore my skin condition T.T
after shopping go back home sweet home for dinner~

our breakfast at mr.ramen
this tempura bento quite nice o

this teriyaki don not so nice la....

camwhore when waiting for my breakfast

camwhore in fitting room
with my red red puma xD

wah...infinity ting ting

me and my sis ( she looks sick O.o)

my sis recommanded this mask
the collagen one not bad

Momoe huiyee's birthday

2009-05-03T03:34:00.000-07:00

yea reach huiyee's birthday
suet told us to give huiyee a surprise
she cheated her that all of us are not going
just suet and yakee will be accompanying her
but we have planned all the thing for her
we went Happy4seasons
it is a restaurant with 4 seasons designs
we went the winter part since it is nicer
but
i really didnt expect it will be soooooo cold!!!!!T.T
why i wear mini skirt =.=
i wonder why others are not cold as me
at last i found that..the wind from air cond is blowing to my direction==
we also celebrate for gan ming xian
both of them surprise..haha
btw we are too noisy
until some customers rather change their place =.=
we young ma..cannot meh xD
after meal and before meal we keep taking pics
and played a game called MAFIA
at first many of us was blurrrrrr
after one round two round
we have know it well and have fun la
kuan very fake laaaaa
nobody can guess when she is mafia!!xD

hmm after the party dear dear came to fetch me
he waited me downstair for almost an hour without telling me
stupid dear!!
luckily i sms him neh
if not he have to wait longer
so we ask him to come up 1st lor
he just watching us playing game..haha
thanks ya baby =)
all of us have fun tat nite..maybe?=p
the next birthday girl will be yin li
we're going her home to celebrate and overnight since her house is far (shah alam)
see ya =)

erm
bout happy4seasons
the food there..
not nice,so little and expensive!!!
i think i will not go for second time
and the design..
honestly la..
not that nice and special also =.=
=p
happy4seasons >> out my list!!

after party - like a group of gangster xD

Group pic in happy4seasons - winter

Lol..they want pour the tea on my head izzittt

Coming soon

2009-05-03T02:31:00.000-07:00

hmm tat night was so free
since i did not watch movie for a long time
so me and lao gong decided to watch midnight movie
we have check out the showtimes and movies
i'm down why there's no movie that i wanted to watch?
lao gong wants to watch knowing but the time was not suitable
at last we decided to watch uninvited(i dunno wat movie is this,maybe a horror movie)
ok then we went pavilion

after reached pavilion
suddenly decided to watch Coming soon
since it is a horror movie about cinema
it may be very scary to wathc in midnight
ngek ngek ngek..

erm i can just describe the movie
err
scary?but most of the part is queasiness
story :
Chaba ( a mad woman who kidnap kids and scoop out their eyes )
the kids are so pity T.T
then the villagers found them
they are too angry when saw their kids became like this
so they hanged chaba until she slip her wind
but the story is not so ordinary
you have to watch it then you will know
but they stated that anyone who saw the scene of the chaba's dead will also be dying
chaba will take revenge
omg =.=
it makes me keep thinking of the scene that night
so the whole night i cant sleep tight also T.T

although i said it scary
but lao gong's hand was covering my eyes by his hand for 80% of the movie
i'm really afraid and..my response was too big for every scary scene
xD
paiseh
everyone know that i really afraid of THOSE thing =.=

it may not be a very nice movie
but it let me know that
sometimes HUMAN is scary than SPIRIT
and...
it makes me cant stay at home alone and sleep alone for few weeks =.=
i will not watch horror movie in cinema in midnight anymore!!!!!!>.< ya =".="

two stupid us went to pavilion in hurry..haha

Leaved U Mobile

2009-05-03T02:13:00.000-07:00

finally i leaved U
i'll miss ivy..and the colleagues from dealer helpdesk
they're nice
the last day of working
we planned to sing k for farewell
we went greenbox instead of neway coz greenbox offered us 4 hours
but then
the foods there not nice at all ==
i just ate little nie..weird rite O.o
coz really not nice ma
i rather sing more =p
but eric sang all my songs
i dont even got chance to solo T.T
but happy to spend time with you =)

hmm i'm happy to leaved there although bu she de them
i'm happy coz i dont need to face agm and dont need to face that dog face
how is the situation there after three of us leaved finance?
sure messy right
whatever
i dont care
since you dont care my feelings at all
it's non of my business anymore
hisyam
i hope i will not meet you again
you're totally irritating
i can just tell u a thing
LOOK AT YOURSELF BEFORE JUDGING OTHERS

although was the last day for our job
but it is not the end for our friendship
hope that we'll always keep in contact
dont like someone..haihz
my mind have interrupted
im confused for many things
i need a rest
i hope everything did not happen before
i really do

well next wednesday maybe going to meet you all
long time didnt meet huh
but i just met cian and ming 2 days ago =p
see ya

ming,cian,eric,sim,lingz,grace
chong,wingji

LiNgZ 링링 琳琳 SiMpLe Me siMpLe WoRds

I hate exams especially final !

LaLaLa 18th November 2009

30 Oct 2009 Random Silly Crap

22 October 2009 Accident

14 October 2009 don't take everything away from me

8th October 2009 Mahjong is fun

7th Oct 2009 I love singing

hmmmmmm

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Ling's

Ling's

Feel Cold

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Ended

Journey

冥想

A day

Maybe The Once in Life

I'm really stress..no one can understand

Up Up Up

ArGhHHHHHHHhhhHHHhHHHHHHhhhH !!!

For You II

For You

Will Pan - Love one

Will Pan , see you soon =D

一辈子的遗憾

Stupid me

Ling Ling is exhausted...

BArbeque & steamboat party for July Babies

当一切开始消逝......

我的他 我们的恋爱 最真实的剖白 I

I really need some space for me to breath and some caring to warm me up

make thing so complicated

Unexpected,feel vexed

a random post in the early morning

Finally there's some time for me to breath

4th Tagged - by Moon Kuan

3rd Tagged - by Pinkynee

An Ordinary Friday

Tagged by Wingji Darling

Tagged by Baabysiaozzz

Miss Lonely Tua

Weekend~

Adjustment to college life

我会好好的

不要傷害倒追你的女孩

AcCiDeNt

yin li's birthday

happy mama day =)

rushhh dayyy

心诗

妥协

phew..battery charged

surprise??^^

tired day

meet chingzz

got so lucky bo?!

Momoe huiyee's birthday

Coming soon

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